Fuck you
Fuck you.
Oh and fuck you
I can't stand you. God you piss me off.
You wanted me to open my mind up to you but that's really fucking hard when I don't even understand my it.
And all I wanna do is give you another chance but fucking hell.
I love him. Just get the fuck over it.
But you can't, can you?
You have that feeling. That feeling of fucking rage. That anger because someone tells you to 'get over it'
You hate the fact that I'm still in love with him.
You hate the fact that I would give him chance after chance.
You hate me for loving him.
And I understand.
And I know you're probably reading this thinking "you don't fucking know me or my feelings"
Ah but I do.
I know exactly how you feel.
Every feeling.
For him. The love you feel for him. The way you just wanna hug him and tell him you love him all day. The way you can look at him 24/7 yet you'd never get sick of his face. The way you hate me for loving him and writing about him. The way you want to punch me over and over because of three little words saying "get over it."
I know every fucking feeling.
And it sucks.
I know you're strong. You have him and all your friends.
Lol I'm just tired of it all
I'm tired of loving him. I'm tired of missing him. Of missing you. I'm tired of the constant reminder that I will never get over him.
I'm just tired. And honestly..?
I plan on sleeping and never waking up.
