Virginia's Luck ~A Jacob Sartorius Fanfic~

Maybe you dont love me at all

Jacobs POV
"Claire" I whispered. It was 2:43 in the morning I saw a strange shadow out Emily's balcony. A human shadow. I opened the porch to see Claire. "Hey baby, missed me much?" She said French kissing me. "Gross! Get away! How'd you get here I put you in jail for 10 years!" I said. "Well a little birdy helped me escape" says Claire. "Claire please don't hurt her!" I said. "well why should I? You already hurt her quite enough!" She said. "I never mean it though" I said. "Well, it looks like you mean it now!" She said. She smashed her lips against mine, I can't believe I'm saying this but, she's gotten more attractive and I actually kind of liked the kiss. I may or may not have wrapped my hands around her waist... "FREEZE! PUT YOUR HANDS UP! WE HAVE YOU SURROUNDED!" Yelled a police officer. "That's my cue, Bail me out?" She said. Then she got arrested, again! I went inside to find Emily with her arms crossed and her frowning face. "How much did you see?" I asked nervously. "Just about everything!" She said hitting me with a curling wand. "ow! Was that thing on?" I yelled. "No! But you were!" She yelled, she stormed off the to bathroom. "I'm sorry!" I said. "Do you really mean it after the millionth time you've said that to me?!" She yelled. She got out of the bathroom and hoped on the bed.
Emily POV
"Maybe Brandon was right" I said tearing up. He looked at me "what did he say?" He asked I looked at him "I should break up with you, you would play me too much, you don't love me, you're using me!" I said I cried on to my pillow.  He looked shocked and hurt. "I'm-" I shut him up. "No save it! You know you really don't mean it so why bother even saying it!" I yelled. "I really do mean it! Just please! I'm sorry she took control over me!" He said. "PATHETIC! After she smashed her lips on you you grabbed her waist and you wrapped her close to you! Do you really think she took control of you! If I saw her put your hands on her waist I'd believe you but what you're telling me is a lie!" I yelled. Tears streamed down my face. I calmed down, "maybe you don't even love me at all, maybe you're just another player who says they love me but play me over and over again like I'm a video game, I'm stupid and gullible, I got famous because of my looks, I'm nobody!" I said.
Jacobs POV
If she wants a break I can give her one. It's gonna hurt, a lot but if she wants to its for the best. "Say the words" I said, she looked up "what words" she cried. "We're breaking up! Those words! I love you so much but I'm not good for you! I know you don't want me anymore! You don't love me! I don't love you at all then! You're stupid! Who's going to love whore like you not me!" I yelled. I caught my tongue. Oh shit I did not just say that. She started to cry. "I'm sorry! That all just slipped out I didn't mean to I'm so sorry!" I said. She got up and went to the bathroom then she came back with a blade. "You know why I do this? You!" She said cutting her arm, blood dripped down her arm. "One for trusting you! 2 for dating you, 3 for loving you, and 4 for meeting you!" She cried and dropped the blade. I started to cry. "Don't! Stop! I'm not good for you! But I need you and you need me!"  I cried. She turned around and faced me. "You don't need me because you don't love me! It's just like you said I'm stupid and I'm a whore! No one can love me!" She cried. "No one but me" I said. I pulled her close and I kissed her. I hugged her close and she just cried on my shoulder. "I'm sorry, I, never hurting you like that ever again and if I do, do your worst" I whispered. She giggled. "Believe me, I will" she said in a scary voice. I backed off. "give me your arm" I said. She handed me her arm and I placed a huge bandaid around it, "much better" I smiled. She doze off on my shoulder. I rested on her head.
Later at 9:27
Emily POV
I'm gonna go out with Mark later to talk. I think he might bring his girlfriend Carol. I don't know but still. I woke up. Jacob was on my head and he was drooling! Ew! I got up and I washed my hair then I changed into a long sleeved shirt some shorts and white vans. "Jacob wake up!" I yelled he woke up in panic. "I DIDNT STEAL YOUR MEATBALL!" He yelled. I fell on the floor laughing "Jacob I'm gonna go to Starbucks with Mark, I'll be back in an hour, bye!" I said "bye" he said then he fell asleep. I went out the door and Mark was waiting for me. "hey cutie" he said "Ughh don't call me that only Matt and Jacob can call me that" I said. He smirked "okay princess" he laughed. "Hey where's Carol?" I asked. He looked at the ground "um, Carol ended thing between us" he said "why?!" I asked. "well, she moved to Canada and a long distance relationship doesn't work out for me" He said. I hugged him and he blushed. "it's okay, I'll find you a girl" I smiled.
Authors note: I need someone to be marks gf, comment! Carol can always be his be his gf again if she likes she just has to dm me!