Be My Queen (Sequeal to: "The Mafia boy")

Part 12

"Natsu? What are you doin here?" I asked as I stared at the pink haired male whom I've fallen for. He was in what he usually wore which was a nice formal gun metal gray suit with a red silk button up and a black tie accompining the outfit. I've never once seen this guy in anything else but a suit, well and naked but thats besides the point. "You haven't been answering your phone so I decided to come and see you. I didn't know you had a job?' He questioned me as he walked in. " Uuh... Yeah I got a job at a nearby dinner." I said as I closed the door and followed him in. By the time I turned the corner that entered into the livingroom I saw Natsu sitting on the couch. He pated the brown cushion next to him, telling me to sit with him. I walked to the couch and sat down. Feeling nervious I stared at my figiting hands. There was an awkward silence between us for several minutes which made me figet more. When Natsu broke the silence I jumped, "So why are you avoiding me Lucy?" he asked. I looked at him just to see that he wasn't looking at me but at the empty coffee table. I turned my gaze back to my sweaty hands. "I needed sometime to think." I said with a lump growing in my throat painfully. I heard a rustle of clothes and looked over. I saw natsu cross his knees and lacing his fingers together, placing them on top his knees. "To think? To think about what?" He asked still looking at the coffe table. "To think about.... us." I said with a little pause, scared of how he might react. This whole time i didn't take my eyes off of him. "What do you mean by that Lucy?" He questioned as he finally looked at me. He held a blank expressionand his voice was as cold and as hard as stone. "It means that I'm scared Natsu. I love you, I really do. But your a Mafia Boy. I don't know how dangerous you are. And that scares me. I don't know what type of jobs your mafia group does. I don't know if you deal with the Drugs, or with Murderer, Or with Human Trafficking. Or any of the other mutiple underground jobs. I'm teriffied that you will get harm in any way as you do your job. Natsu, I almost lost you once and I don't know if can deal with that." I rambled on and on as I heard my voice crack. Sometime during my ramble I stood up and started swinging my arms around like I usually did when I was in any sort of arguement. I tried fighting back the tears I've been trying to hold in when the thought of Natsu getting hit my the car flashed in my mind. I turned away as a tear ran down my cheek. It was all my fault Natsu was hit by that car. Natsu seemed to noticed that I was on the verge of tear cause unexpectedly Natsu wrapped his arms around me. "Lucy. My job is the less of your worries. We have a rule about the mafia, do you know what that rule is?" He asked as i looked up with glossy eyes, "No." I said. Natsu smirked as he looked down at me. "We have a rule that we don't drag our females into the mafia jobs. That means that no matter the issue, the women knowns nothing about what we do when me and the guys are out working. It's easier for both lives if we do this. So you don't have to worry about the mafia." He kissed my forehead after saying that. "Natsu, I don't know how to love a Mafia Boy." I said quietly, barrying my face into his chest. "Just do what you've been doing Lucy." He advised as he tightened his grip on me."Natsu, I'm scared." I said into his chest as he stroked my hair. "Whatever comes Lucy, I will fix it. You mean alot to me and I don't know what I would do if I lost you. Lucy, I love you." I pulled away from his chest and looked into his reddish amber colored eyes. "I love you too Natsu."