This Thing Called FEGEBEG

Should i give up?or should i keep on chasing?

It was really hard to make decisions especially when you know that one wrong move,will make you regret forever.

He said he loves me and so i believe him..

I saw him with her girl i felt a pang of pain on my chest..

But he said he loves me more than her.. and so i believe..

I saw some pictures of them happy together with a hashtag 'foreverDoExist' i felt jealousy..

But then you said you love me more than her..

You dated like everyday and here i'm waiting for your late night text..

And so you said you love me more than her..

You gave her flowers and i get late night texts..

You eat together and her i am eating alone..

You are both happy,i'm ...

Not...

Did i complain even once?did you hear anything from me?do you even care about my feelings?..

You told me to just keep on hangin' soon you will be mine i believe you and here i'm rotten on your words waiting like forever ..

I waited months..

I waited years..

I'm dumb founded..

Why?

Why did i let myself believed in you?..

Why did i let myself wait for you?..

By staying with her?you already made a choice..

Love should be given intentionally and whole heartedly..

I shouldn't kept on begging for someone who's not even worth my tears ..

I deserve someone who will treat me like a princess because i deserves it..

Letting go is hard..

But sometimes..

Holding on will just weighs me down..

So i'll be free from this heartache and insecurities..

And i'll open myself for endless possibilities..

Yes its hard but it will make me stronger ..

And if he really wants me to be in his life..

He'll put me there..

I shouldn't be fightin' for a spot...