"Your Never Alone"

"It's been three weeks"(chapter 10)

I slightly try to open my eyes, but my vision was blurry so i blink my eyes three times and my vision became more clearier. I suddenly start to feel this sharp pain in my chest and to add to the list my head is pounding. I just realized that today is Monday which means there's school today. I get up and walk to my bathroom to do my morning routine. After i finished i was going to leave my room but i looked at the time and it was way to early for me to be up. I have like two more hours till it's time for me to start getting ready for school.

I walk back to my bed and just dug underneath my covers and just stayed there. It's been three weeks and i haven't touched him or talked to him, he doesn't call anymore. I miss hearing him call me beautiful, i also miss his kisses.

He's doing exactly what my mom told him to. The only thing he does is stare at me when I'm not looking, I've caught him staring a couple of times and when our eyes would meet we just stay that way until class is over and no one stops us. It pains me that that's the only Thing we could do. I can see the lust and sadness in his eyes when we do that. Uhh why did it all have to go down like that. He's not even a bad guy.

*starts to cry* I've lost the one person that actually understand's me. I'm friendless *sniffles* I'm officially alone. My personal walking buddy has been taken away from me. *sigh* i feel more alone than i did before.

*Knock knock*

" huh *sniffles*, go away"- Jade

" Jade it's Mark, we have to leave early for school today!"

"Go without me"-Jade

"Come on, be downstairs in twenty minutes"-Mark

"Ugh, fuck off"-Jade

I get up anways, only because school is the only place i can see him. After i finished getting dressed i walked out my room and head down stairs.

"Good morning Jade!"-mom and jaemin

"Hmm same to you"-Jade.

"Well here i made you your favorite". -mom

"No thanks"-Jade

"Jade you have to stop this, i know he meant lots to you but you don't need a murder as a boyfriend. Come on eat, at least take a bite i haven't seen you eat since he left you"-mom

"I can't help but to act like this mom, it's all your fault and he is not a murder. Ha "meant lots to me" meant no he means and always will mean lots to me and he did not leave me all on his own you forced him to leave me. You took away the one person that actually understand's me and brings me happiness. Warm tears start streaming down my face. I don't think our mother and daughter relationship we had will ever be the same." -Jade says while walking out the house.

My eyes won't stop the tears from coming out. *sigh* I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN HIS EMBRACE AGAIN!!! I suddenly feel someone wrap there arms around my waist.

"Is this good enough?" -kunpimook

As soon as i hear his voice i immediately turn around and hug him back but tighter.

"Jade we're not supposed to be like this. Your mom will never except us to be together"
-kunpimook

" *starts to cry all over again* just a little longer. I miss us , i miss touching you and kissing you."
-Jade

"I miss us to, i miss touching you and kissing you and your beautiful smile. I miss all of you"-kunpimook

I pull from the hug and stare in his eyes and place my small hands on his face and tippy toe to his height and attempt to kiss him. But instead he lifts me up while i wrap my legs around his waist and place my arms around his neck and lean in for the kiss. This kiss was so intense and more passionate then the other ones we've had. God I've missed this.