*CURRENTLY BEING EDITED* The Golden Opportunity (GoldenBlackHawk FF)

Chapter 21: "I promise"

A/N-Alright sooo, I asked some of my friends if I should do a time-skip to two weeks later and they said I should, so I am.

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Nicole's P.O.V [Two weeks later]

I was pacing around the bedroom thinking, at three in the morning. Kevin was asleep, cuddling with a pillow.

Libby was staying at the creature house, since me and Kevin decided to remodel his house.

Steven went back to his house, I forgot to mention that he was staying here cause someone in his building got murdered.

Murder. Crap. Crap. Crap, I'm dead! Haha I'm gonna die...

I stopped pacing and glanced at Kevin, who was still hugging the pillow. I smile and walk to the bathroom, taking my sweet time.

My silvery-blue hair dye was almost gone, so I need to get a touch-up. That is, if I don't die, Which seems very unlikely.

I sigh, and grab my makeup bag. Slowly opening it and taking out the blade. Over the two weeks I had made multiple cuts.

Kevin hasn't noticed, but came close. Me and him have had a few showers together, due to the fact that I had a new job, and as did he.

I had two cuts on my left wrist. Although I've been cutting daily, instead of making new cuts-I reopened my old ones. I only had two cuts, in the shape of an x, and they were REALLY deep.

I sighed once again and washed my wrist with cold water, after I took of my friendship bracelets from Milla and Libby. I haven't had the guts to tell either one of them, not even Kevin knows.

I grabbed the blade with a shaky hand, and pressed it onto my skin, not hard enough to cut through it.

"Stop." I heard a deep thick, yet groggy voice. Then two hands wrapped around my waist.

"K-Kevin?! Why aren't you sleeping, don't you have work tomorrow?!" I tell quietly, knowing that it would wake the neighbors if I did yell.

"I don't care. I'm taking a personal day tomorrow. Now what I wanna know is, why are you doing, THIS?" his voice was stern, and he seemed upset.

I didn't reply, I knew he'd be pissed.

"Nick?"

No answer.

"Please!? I'm not mad at you, I just wanna know why. And I want, no wait, NEED you to stop."

"Kevin, I started cause its all to much to handle! She's coming here sometime today or tomorrow! Everyone might get hurt or die, kev! I just can't take it Kevin! I can't take It anymore..." I whispered the last part.

He pulled me into a huge hug. "Just...try to stop...please..."I nodded and cried into his chest.

He picked me up and placed me on our bed. "Show me." he demanded, not roughly, tho.

I sigh and show him my left wrist. "How long have you been doing it?"

"Two weeks, more or less..." I replied emotionlessly.

He looked at me and sighed, then left the room.

Greattttttt, just peachy!

A few moments later Kevin walks in with a wet towel, and gauze. He wraps my wrists.

"Please promise you won't do it, please?" he begged, like last time.

I looked him in the eyes and he had tears swelling up. I nodded and hugged him. "I promise"

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A/N- Short but eh.

Me and phoenixMC are planning on making a co-op on her page soon, it not really about mine rafters but more or less, I'll find a way to add one or two in!

Shhhh don't tell her this, she'll kinda nag me...hehe.

Anywho, thanks for over 40 followers! You droids are the best!

-Nicky ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤