I sit staring at Gabriel as he reads over the messages. Amy had texted me saying she hated my guts and never wanted to speak to me again.
"What did you do to her!?!"
"I don't know! She just texted me this morning with this text and refuses to text me back."
"Well I might can see if I can find out why shes so steamed. Ok?"
"Please do Gabriel, besides you shes the best friend I have."
"I'll try twin."
Why did she blow up like that I haven't given her any reason to do that! I held my head in my hand and choked back my sobs. Don't cry i told myself. Then Michael came walking up.
"Hey. What's wrong girlie?"
Oh how I loved when he called me that...Or nearly anything else for that matter.
"Amy."
I handed him the phone and he looked through the conversation Amy and I had this morning.
'Well Myra I don't know what to tell you baby."
"Garbriel said the same thing I'll be fine I just wish I knew why she did that."
"Well I cant answer that babe. But we need to get going I gotta get you home and then myself home for my shower before church tonight!."
"I thougth I smelled something funny." I teased.
"Well now that smell is all over you!" he laughed as he smothered me in a huge hug.
"Eww!!! Michael gross!" I yelled, of course I didnt mean a word of it.
He kissed my nose, grabbed my books and carried them to his car and we got in and he took me home. We got to my house and he handed me my books and kissed me.
"I love you babe."
"Love you too."
"Text you later."
I walked in and grabbed me an orange and strolled down the hall to my room to get some home work done. Five minutes later I got a text for Michael. I put down my history book and picked up the phone.
*hey bby. just got a scholarship application 2 AU!!!*
*awe thats great!*
*but the thing is if i take it i have 2 move there.*
That started the convorsation that ruined my day more than anything. I knew he had applied to Auburn and I knew he had the ability to get in, but I never dreamed he would choose there! we had been talking about him and chosing a college for a long time and it hurt now that it was sinking in. We both knew that we couldn't do a long distance relationship. It just wasn't something we could handle, being apart form eachother. When I hadnt texted him back within twenty minutes he texted me again.
*girlie?*
*yea im here.*
*i gotta go will see u at church. we can tlk then.*
*kk*
I hurt because I knew what was coming. I dressed up a little for church that night not because I wanted him to change his mind because as much as it hurt I didn't. I wanted him to be successful in life and if that meant giving me up then so be it. I wore his favorite skirt of mine a long blue denim skirt with some white flats and a black and white striped shirt. I put half of my hair in a pony tail and curled the ends like he loved. when I got to church he was standing in the foyer and he walked away from the friends he was talking to and came over and just game me a hug. Nothing else just a hug and thats all I needed. Later on that night I got the phone call I had been dreading and he told me he was so sorry and I knew he really was and he told me he didn't want me to cry. But I did. He told me he would pray for God to help me get through this but it didnt make my heart hurt any less. The last thing he said was I were and will always be my first love. Then he hung up and that was the end of Michael and Myra, and the beginning of the worst months of my life!
