Home alone in my bed I began to cry. I needed Michael back. There was a hole right in my heart. I didnt even try to stop the tears I just laid there and sobbed. They got in my ears and dowm my neck but I didn't care. When did life decide it hated me? As I lay there crying and wondering why this was happening. When will this all get back to normal? I finally fall asleep and dream of darkness.
When I woke up it was time to head for school, and to all those buttmunches at Behma High School. Selena greeted me and handed the honey bun she promised me two weeks ago.
"Child you are so late with this!"
"I know I know but I had a feeling you could use it this morning."
"Well you were right Michael and I broke up yesterday."
"Awe I'm sorry My."
"It's ok Im gonna be alright." I say and put on my most convinsing smile...too bad she doesn't buy it.
My cell vibrates. I pull it out my back pocten to find a text from Gabriel.
*Hey twin heard what happened from michael u doin ok?*
*im aight. sad. cried all night last night but ill be ok*
*awe. im sorry to hear that. well i gtg do skl work text ya when i can. bye!"
*ttyl*
He texted me all the time to make sure I was ok. Thank God for that because I might not have been ok without him. Life went on Michael moved onto college and I ws stuck depressed and missing him. Shae really wasn't much help she didn't understand because she never took the risk of getting a boyfriend because she was too afraid of getting hurt...like me. I put on my big girl face and smiled through the pain and was ok to everyone but myself and God and sometimes Gabriel. But even he wasn't always the one I went to with my problems. I guess one good thing came out of my relationships end...God became more then the man upstairs to me. Oh and also I got a little closer to a girl named, Samantha or Sam. she was Gabriels little sis and actually a pretty cool little girl. They moved into the house next door and we all got to be really tight. We would sneak out onto the roof into a tree house that sat right between out houses that my grandfather had built for me so long ago. It ws there that my salvation really began.
