Should Have Treated You Better

01. Life Scene of Him

Jaeseop Kim...a second year college boy majoring in Psychology, A blood type, 183 height and 61 kg weight. He looks so skinny, but he has a good body shape.  Psychology? not all people wanna took that major because there's a syndrome that people who take this major usually having a hard time when getting involved in a relationship, but he thought that learning people's personality and behavior is kinda interesting.  He likes to sit at a cafe, enjoying a cup of hot green tea at noon, read his favorite book or just observing people there.  Sometimes he guessing what's happened to all people around him there before they're going to a cafe. His friends always say that his hobby is kinda freak, and he just smiles.

He also loves to sing. He has a low sexy voice that bring him to be a vocalist at a cafe band near his apartment. Not much that he can earn from it, he just love it. And there's a lot of people who become his fans recently.

11 January at Scooter Cafe

Jaeseop sit in a sofa at Scooter Cafe with "Body Language" books  by Allan Pease and a cup of hot green tea are at his table now.  Not like his habit when he's at a cafe, he's not observing people. He only close his eyes, leaned his head the back of the sofa, while an earphone plugged into his ears. He try to manage his breathe so he can be relaxed. His head is almost explode for what happened before.

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?

You know I gave you the world

You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away

I just can't seem to understand

Thought it was me and you babe

Me and you until the end

But I guess I was wrong

A few line of Justin Timberlake's Song makes Jaeseop took a deep breathe again.  "What goes around comes around?" a line pop-up on his mind and he starts to smirk while his eyes close. He has a thin lips with a kitty curve make Jaeseop looks really cute when he's smiling. But now, somethings bother his mind and smile. Something? or someone...

He never believe that a psychologist will have a hard time if they're getting involved in a relationship.  But yeah, he's a second years student majoring in psychology who experienced it.  He study how to understand people's personality but he failed to understand his love one.

30 minutes before at Jaeseop's apartment...

"Oppa, how can you not understand what I've said to you? Isn't it clear enough, right?" a girl half yelled at Jaeseop. They both stand up against each other, Jaeseop hold the wrist of the women in front of him and he just look deep into her eyes with a question on his mind "What are you talking about?"

"You said that you wanna break up with me?" Jaeseop asks this question while he still wondering why...

"Yes! I wanna break up with you Oppa. In which of my sentence that you don't understand?"

"Honestly...almost everything" his tone is really low because it mixed with a lot of question on his thought.

"I'll make it simple for you...do not call me again, do not meet me again and forget me forever" she say it so straight and almost undeniable.

"Why?" Jaeseop asks a same question again.

She's sighing, close her eyes and answer it again, but now with a low smooth voice, "Let's just make it simple, Oppa. Don't make it harder for both of us. We both realized that we're not meant for each other. For all these time, we're just trying to build something that we're both know that there's no future on it. We're just face this relationship because we've been together for such a long time. Our relationship is just like...a habit.  But no love there..." her lips is shaking now. Jaeseop can see that a women in front of him try her best to hold on her tears.

For a moment, he process all words that just came from her and he found that there's a logical reason why she wanna break up with him.

"It sad, but should I being selfish? and force her to still with me..."

"I'm sorry, Oppa. I've been trying for such a long time to trust you again...but still not work. My heart still in pain every time I  try to trust you again..." now she's crying and she lay her head back down.

"What should I do? she's having a hard time because of me...but I still need her in my life..." he froze. He want to wipe her tears but he knows that she will not allow him.

"Oppa can understand it now?" she raise up her head and wipe her tears, "I'll go now" she free her wrist from your hold and step out through the door.

"Don't go..." Jaeseop only can say the word in his heart.

She stop in front of the door, "Oppa, you know how much I love you. Thank you for everything" then she continue her steps...walk out from his apartment...from his life.

Jaeseop sit on his sofa....

His heart is in pain.

He couldn't even breath properly.

He puts his hands together and use it to prop his head.

A short scene of his life that he can't believe it happened.

After a several minutes, he grabs his phone, books and wallet and walk out. He walk to Scooter Cafe.

-Rani Kim