Odd Things At Odd Times

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I often find myself thinking outside of things. Like every move I could do and what effect it could happen. Every possibility goes through my mind. It's very hard not to think. When I start to think bad things I start to draw or listen to music and sometimes create music. I do whatever I have to do to block out those thoughts. I over think. I over analyze. I sometimes catch myself looking at something but completely lost in my mind. my overactive mind is a blessing and a curse. I struggle to see what's real and what's not. Like I convinced myself something happens when it really didn't. I don't know. It's hard to explain. It's like forgetting your favorite song, but the beat is still stuck in your mind. Something like that. I over analyze the Blurryface stuff. I listen to songs backwards, I try connecting one song's lyrics to another's seeing if any of Blurryface makes sense. The backwards songs and how it has the hidden messages. Is it coincidence or something more happening? I don't know. See? I'm over thinking.