My Mind Is My Escape

maybe i should shut up

Okay Thursday is here and I'm at school with Spencer, Aaron, Lauren but I haven't seen ethan yet and wait he's hugging a girl and talking and smiling and I'm getting jealous and I need to stop and think and stop assuming that he's cheating because he wouldn't, anyways I'm going to go over and say hi
Hi E
Hey cat
Hey E, are you coming with us to the mall later?
Oh yeah and cat this is my cousin Annette
Hi Annette
Hi
Annette this is my girlfriend McKenzie
Its good to meet you
You to
Bye Ethan
Bye Annette
Oh thank God she's just his cousin and to think I got all jealous over nothing at all.
You see I have my jealousy under control but some people can't do that very well, like uh a friend of mine well used to be friend, uh, she ,uh,stabbed her boyfriend in the hand with a knife because she thought he was cheating on her but it turned out the waitress he was talking to was his sister that he hadn't seen in a long time, Anyways he went to the hospital and she went to juvenile detention for three years and I'm not supposed to talk about it  because I was the P.W. or primary witness and uh I had to go to court and testify and after that I moved to a new house and never talked to her again and, OH HOLY MOTHER OF ALL THINGS HOT,Ethan's in a fight and I need to stop this.