I Told You Not To Fall For Me ♡ HunHan

Eight

Luhan kept rolling around on his bed, lying around since he didn't have any class that day. Thank goodness for that. The thought of going to class with his nasty bloodshot eyes wasn't really appealing to Luhan so he opted to just stay in bed and do nothing. It was 11 am by the time he woke up. Clara would've probably gone to work by then, although Luhan had no idea what her job was.

It was impossible for him to just forget the night before -- his heart was badly hurt.

Realising that moping in bed wouldn't do any good and would only drain his already not-so-high energy, he hopped out of bed and went to his study table in his pyjamas, not bothering to take a shower. A long hot bath sounded great to free up his tangled thoughts but perhaps that'd be later. Luhan had some messages to check first and some new assignments to finish

Luhan finished typing out his assignment half an hour later. Pretty fast, huh? Afterwards, he took his time replying to some messages from Baekhyun, who asked how the party went.

Suddenly remembering the note he took the night before , he scampered off the chair and searched for the jeans he wore yesterday.

Once he spotted the piece of paper, he immediately entered the email address and the password. It was wrong -- he knew what he was doing was wrong. He shouldn't invade someone's privacy but his curiosity was stronger than his feeling of guilt. Before he knew it, the browser had already loaded and he wasn't able to turn back now (not that he wanted).

He scrolled through the emails one by one but there wasn't anything recent. He clicked the inbox afterwards, looking at the account information. Miyoung! Was Luhan ready to know the truth? Luhan knew it was going to hurt, already preparing himself to be strong.

Three hours passed by and Luhan was a crying mess. He knew he shouldn't have checked it.

What was going to happen to his relationship with Sehun?

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Luhan stayed in bed for the whole day, head buried in his pillow, calls and messages left unanswered. They were mostly from Kai and Baekhyun, which made Luhan feel bad but he truly had no energy to respond now.

It hurts.

It hurt more reading the romantic moments between the 'couple' himself.

Luhan wanted to know Miyoung; he wanted to know what she looked like, her personality, and most importantly how and what made Sehun fall for her? What made Luhan any lesser than her?

Luhan let out a miserable chuckle. He didn't even have the chance to know the woman that Sehun loved until now. The woman that took his happiness, his Sehun. Luhan wanted to be selfish. Sehun was his. Sehun was his fiance. Couldn't he have a bit of Sehun's love too?

He head started to feel heavy, his whole body going numb. A migraine was coming on again. He rummaged through his side-table and took out a bottle filled with round white pills. He then grabbed his water bottle and took two pills at once, his throat aching dully. He hardly cared about that -- all he wanted was his migraine to go away.

Luhan had no idea when he fell asleep because the next thing he knew, his phone kept blasting APink's "NoNoNo", waiting to be picked up. He no longer felt sleepy upon seeing the caller's ID. Who else could it be? Sehun.

He was torn between wanting to pick up the call or ignoring it. Luhan wanted to tell the doctor how much he missed him, how much he longed for his affection. When he remembered the emails earlier, he chose to stifle those feelings.

The ringing stopped for a second before starting up again. For now, Luhan didn't want to talk or face Sehun.

He wanted to give himself a chance to think wisely about this so-called relationship between them. What's the point of being tied down with the title of 'fiance' when most of the time, it resulted in Luhan being miserable? He thought it was because of Nana but he had no idea that Miyoung was involved as well. Sehun told him he was over her but why was this happening?