Alicia's madness

The awakening

It was so bright when i woke up. I tried looking around but all i saw was white light. I heard myself saying "where am i? Where is my father and Mommy?" I heard someone walking i didn't know who. But luckily my vision got better and i saw i was in a hospital bed. The one i heard was a doctor. When he saw i had woken up he immediately looked if i was oke. "Hello boy, are you oke? how do you feel?" i looked at him not knowing what to say. My head hurt but that was all. but for some reason i couldn't remember who i was. "sir? where am i?" The doctor looked at me with a look like he was on the edge of crying i vastly asked "are you oke sir?" The doctor kinda looked as if it startled him. It took him a while before he answered "I'm oke, I'm sorry. U are in the hospital. Do u know who u are?" It got quite again. I tried to remember who i was how i got here. But i didn't know. I shook my head. The doctor is still looking sad, like if he wants to say something. Something sad. He said he would come back later but he had to go now.

I felt really tired i don't know why it feels like i have slept forever. I wish i knew what was going on. A nurse came in and gave me some porridge. It tasted like the best i had ever had. Its weird not knowing what is going on or who u are, but i am really glad that everyone was so kind. I slept a lot that day.

Later the day the doctor came back. He looked very tired but walked to me and started to talk. "Hello again, I am going to tell u a bit about who u are alright?" I nodded. I was already very curious about who am i and why i was alone all day. I mean where was my family? shouldn't they have been here yet? The doctor went on "U're name is Luca Kingsley, U where around 5 years old when u came here. U where found at the bottom of the stairs, we thing u fell down, we are not sure but u where all alone at home. U mother and sister died that day and u father left to go to them. He was never seen at the hospital that day. A few weeks later the police found him in his car in a river. I'm sorry to tell u all this, but i had a talk with a psychologist and he said it might help you remember, or at least let's u better co-op with the situation. I know this must be a lot for you, if u need anything you can ask me or doctor Scott. The dinner will be served soon. You are gonna be oke boy." It indeed was a lot to take in i had a family... but they all died. It should make me feel sad right? The doctor walked a way. "Wait sir! u said i was 5 years when i got here, but how old am i now then?" The doctor looked so sad at me. It maid me worried. "How old am i? What will happen to me?" The doctor finally answered "U are 8 years old, U have been in a coma for 3 years. And i'm sorry i cant answer the other question for no one knows yet. I am very sorry if we know more we will tell you." He still looked sad when he walked away so before he left the room i said thank you and i saw a little smile when he turned away.

Dinner came soon when he left. I still had a lot of questions but i was sure no one could answer them yet. After i finished my dinner i fell asleep again. I had a dream it felt very familiar. It started that i went trough an small wooden door that was hidden in a tree near a big home, i think it was the house i lived it before i came her in the hospital. The door had no door handle so u had to push it to get in. If u went in you would get in a very long hallway but only on the end there was some light. If you kept on walking till you where in the light there where 7 doors. All of them let to one world, but all of them to a other part in that world. I walked to a round door it had a red color end was full with white flowers painted on them in the middle of the door was one slightly bigger flower that was slightly bigger as the rest. I moved it slightly to the left and the door opened. It was beautiful everywhere you looked the where flowers of all kinds and a lot of tree's but with beautiful carved doors in them. There where also a lot of mushrooms but they where at least a meter high. When I walked in and looked around I heard a voice call for me "Luca? Luca are you there? Is it really you? Please, please come back soon?" It was a very pretty and lovely feminine voice. I awoke like most do when they have a nightmare. I was covered in sweath it took my a while to get calm again. I had so much questions but mostly who was the voice? Was it al real? Was that tree really there? Could I get there? I fell asleep after quite a while of thinking.