Psychological Scars (Dean Ambrose Fanfic) Sequel to Ten Tonne Skeleton.

Home Sweet Home - Part 13

Sorry I took so long to update this! I've been really busy lately. Thank you all for reading and I hope you enjoy!  

Dean threw the the letter in the bin.

How was Sami doing this? How did Sami know that Dean and Seth were getting 'close'? He was in prison, in a cell, locked away from the outside world. But somehow he was watching Dean and contacting him. It didn't make sense.

Dean didn't know whether to believe the letter or not. Would Sami really kill Seth and Dean if they got too 'close'? They had only gone out to a live show, with their other friends, so what was Sami talking about? They hadn't been getting 'close'. Dean didn't even know if he liked Seth in that way anymore.

Just as he left his thoughts, Seth entered the room.

"Morning." Seth smiled, grabbing a box of cereal from the kitchen cupboard.

"Morning." Dean mumbled. He didn't want to be near Seth right now. He needed time to think.

"You okay?" Seth asked sensing the obvious annoyance in Dean's voice.

"I'm fine." Dean left the room and took a deep breath. He didn't want to be mean to Seth, but he also didn't want to spend the day with Seth. He just wanted to be alone for a few hours.

"Do you wanna go out to the cinema today? I heard that the new Angry Birds film is good." Seth shouted out from the kitchen. Dean sighed.

"Maybe." Dean shouted back. "I'm gonna have a shower." He needed to clear his head.

The hot water certainly helped to calm his nerves and un-tense his shoulders, which he was grateful for, but it didn't help solve any of his problems. What if someone saw them at the movies and told Sami? Dean couldn't risk letting Seth get hurt.

"Hey Dean, you alright in there?" Seth asked from the other side of the bathroom door.

"Yeah." Dean replied. "I'll be out in a minute." He needed more alone time. He felt over crowded.

"Okay, well the movie's on in an hour. Do you wanna go or not?" Seth asked.

"Um, just give me a sec." Dean replied. He didn't want to upset Seth by saying no, but he didn't know what else to do. Anyone could see them. It was best for them to stay in the house, with the doors and windows locked and the curtains shut.

Dean exited the bathroom to find Seth standing in the hallway, waiting for him.

"Made up your mind?" Seth asked, laughing slightly.

"Um, I wanna watch it y'know, but-" Dean didn't know what to say. "Maybe not today."

"Alright, that's cool. Do you want me to make you some breakfast?"

"No thanks, I'm fine." Dean sighed.

"Well, I'm making you some anyway. You gotta eat."

Seth made his way downstairs and into the kitchen. Dean was acting strange today. He had been improving with his social skills lately, but they seem to have faded since last night. Seth guessed that it had something to do with Sami. No sane person could get over something like that so easily.

Dean felt bad for distancing Seth. He didn't want to push him away, but he felt like he had to for his own safety. 

Dean ate his breakfast in silence. Seth was stood on the other side of the kitchen, looking out of the window. He looked like he was thinking about something. He looked upset.

"Do you wanna get a dog?" Seth asked, completely out of the blue, scaring Dean.

"Uhh... what?" Dean was confused by his friends sudden outburst.

"I want a dog. I'm gonna buy one today."

"Okay, are you sure? I mean, have you thought this through?"

"Yeah, I've been thinking about it for months, but there's just been too much going on. It's all starting to calm down now though, so why not? I'm just gonna go for it." Seth explained.

"Well, okay then." Dean replied, finishing off his breakfast. "Let's go get a dog." Dean didn't know where the sudden confidence came from.

The two men made their way to the animal shelter and instantly found the dog they wanted. He was a little Yorkshire Terrier named Kevin, but Seth and Dean decided to call him Kevin II so that he didn't get confused with Kevin Owens.

They made their way back home without any trouble. Dean just hoped that no one he knew saw them.

Seth spent the entire day playing with Kevin. It had reached the end of the day and Seth was sat next to Dean, cuddling with Kevin.

"Hey Dean?" Seth caught Dean's attention.

"Yeah?"

Dean turned his head to look at Seth, but was interrupted when his friend moved closer towards him and placed his lips on Dean's. Dean didn't know what to do. He didn't want this. He quickly pulled away and ran out of the house. He could hear the distant cry of Seth's voice as he ran, but he didn't stop.

After ten minutes of running, Dean slowed down to a walk. Weird thoughts were spinning through his mind, giving him a headache. Why would Seth do that? Dean decided to call Roman and tell him about what just happened.

"Hello?" Roman greeted.

"Rome, he just- he just k-kissed me." Dean gasped out, trying to catch his breath.

"What? Who?"

"Seth, he-he." Dean didn't know what to say.

"Why do you sound so upset? I'm sure he didn't mean to hurt you."

"I-I don't know. It's just too much right now."

"I understand. But you gotta tell him how you feel. Tell him that you don't want that." Roman suggested. He knew that Seth loved Dean with all of his heart, but he did jump in too fast. Dean had only just gotten out of a bad relationship. The last thing he needed was Seth getting all lovey dovey.

"But, what if he gets mad at me and tells me to leave? I have no where to go. I have no money. I still like him, but I'm not ready yet." Dean cried on the other end of the phone.

"I know you're not ready, and don't feel bad about it. You're only human, you're allowed to have feelings. Seth isn't going to get rid of you, I promise. That kid thinks the world of you. Just talk to him and tell him that you're not ready. He'll understand." Roman soothed. He was definitely the person to go to when you were upset.

"Yeah, you're right. Thank you." Dean sniffed.

"No problem. I'm glad you called me for help instead of doing something stupid. You mean a lot to me brother, I can't stand to see you in pain."

"I know, same goes for you. Brothers for life right?"

"Hell yeah!" Roman laughed. "Anyway, I'm gonna head to bed. I'm knackered after my match."

"Alright, I'll text you later. Goodnight."

"Night."

Dean hung up and made his way down the dark streets back to Seth's house. He hoped that Seth wouldn't be mad at him for running off.

As he stood at the door he wondered what his next move would be. He didn't have the courage to walk straight in, without knocking. He knocked on the door and heard a quiet bark of a dog, Kevin II. Dean smiled. He was home.