Psychological Scars (Dean Ambrose Fanfic) Sequel to Ten Tonne Skeleton.

Arrangements - Part 2

Hey! Just to let you know Seth, AJ and Roman will refer to Dean as 'Dean' and Dean and Sami will refer to Dean as 'Jon.' Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy!

Jon paced around the house, looking for Sami's sweater. The older man had asked if Jon had seen it anywhere since he had let his lover borrow it a few days ago. In all honesty Jon had no clue where the jumper was. He thought he had already given it back, but apparently he hadn't. He knew Sami was going to be mad at him. He loved that sweater.

A few hours past and Jon realized that what he was looking for wasn't in the house. He must of left it in the locker room at last nights show. He hoped and prayed that it was still there in one piece. He made his way to the old warehouse, where CZW was filmed and headed straight towards the changing rooms.

Jon searched through every unlocked locker, including his own and Sami's, but couldn't find the sweater anywhere. He knew Sami was going to be disappointed in him. He had let his lover down once again. He was such a bad fiance.

People started arriving at the warehouse to get ready for tonight's show. Jon was anxious as he waited for Sami's arrival. What would he say? How would he react? It was only a matter of time before he found out.

Jon got changed into his ring gear (Black tights, combat boots, knee pads and a sleeveless denim jacket) and waited for his lover to pull up in the parking lot. Jon's stomach was tied in knots. He knew that he deserved what he was about to get, but he was still worried. He wasn't scared to get beat up. He could handle that. He was just scared to see the sadness and disappointment in Sami's eyes. It was one of the worst types of pain that he had ever felt. 

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Seth was sat at home, waiting for RAW to finish so he could call Roman. He wanted to tell him about the flier and about Dean. It was the only thing on his mind lately. He had finally found his friend. Sort of. If he went to this show in three days time, then maybe he could talk to Dean and sort a few things out.

Seth called Roman and was over the moon to hear that Roman and AJ would be accompanying him at the CZW show. He knew that he wouldn't have been able to go on his own. He would have chickened out at the last minute.

He felt as if his life was starting to come together again. Obviously he hadn't spoken to Dean, but he hoped that Dean would come back to Iowa and live with him. He hoped that Dean still loved him. Dean could sign a contract with WWE and within a month they could be the power couple of the ring. It would be perfect. But secretly, deep down, Seth knew that it wasn't going to work out that easily.

Seth assumed from the flier that Dean had changed his name to Jon Moxley. He decided to google the name and see what came up.

He was surprised to see a load of pictures of Dean with another man. They were always close together and in one picture they were kissing. Then a link to someones twitter page came up. The person was called Sami Callihan. His name was also on the flier. Once the link loaded up, a tweet appeared saying:

'So glad to tell you all that me and Jon are engaged!!' 08/01/16.

Underneath there was a picture attached of the two men snogging each others faces off. It was clear in the picture that Dean was wearing a ring.

Seth couldn't believe that Dean, the love of his life, was engaged to another man. He was so shocked in fact that he sent the link of the tweet to Roman and AJ. The replies came instantly. Seth read AJ's first.

'Wait, is that Dean? Holy shit, man!! I think he's in love. I guess we're too late!'

In all honesty, Seth laughed at AJ's reply. He found it funny that the two of them were both open about their love for Dean. Once Dean had left, they became friends in order to help one another through the hard times. Seth then read Roman's reply.

'Whoa.... I... just can't... even... WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!!?!?!?'

Seth also laughed at that reply.

He spent the rest of the night talking to his two friends on a group chat. He was kind of overwhelmed by the whole 'Dean is engaged' situation, but he tried to keep it at the back of his mind.

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Jon lay on the cold tiles of the warehouse bathroom. His head hurt a lot and his nose was bleeding from the latest beat down he had received from Sami. Words couldn't describe how worthless he felt. Why did he have to lose Sami's favorite sweater? Sami deserved better.

He lifted himself off of the dirty floor and dampened some tissue to wipe the blood from his nose. He had a match against Nick Gage tonight so he had to get some confidence back in him. He had to be ready at all times.

Jon felt even more beaten down after his match. Thirty minutes of pure pain. It felt good at first but once the match had finished, Jon felt like crap. He had lost. Sami wasn't impressed. He ignored Jon for the rest of the night. He knew that his lover didn't like it when he stopped talking to him, which is why he did it. He needed to be punished for losing.

"Sami, please speak to me. I-I'm sorry! Please!" Jon begged as he followed Sami out of the front room and into the kitchen. "Please baby, just say something. Anything, please." Jon was getting more and more upset as the minutes past. Minutes turned into hours.

Jon ended up going to bed early. Sami had only made dinner for himself, so Jon saw no reason to eat. It was obvious that this was a sign from his lover. Sami wanted Jon to lose weight.

Jon knew that he wouldn't be able to sleep until Sami got into the bed and snuggled up next to him, but he knew that wouldn't happen tonight. He was being punished and that meant no cuddles. He wished that he could find Sami's jacket, so that he could make his fiance happy. If he had money then he would buy Sami a new sweater, but all of Jon's money was given to Sami. Jon wasn't allowed to buy things.

The hours past slowly and Jon was still wide awake. He knew that he would be tired the next day, but he couldn't do anything about it. He needed Sami. He was the only good thing in Jon's life. He was the only thing keeping Jon alive.