Psychological Scars (Dean Ambrose Fanfic) Sequel to Ten Tonne Skeleton.

Say praise with your body - Part 7

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The next morning Seth decided to invite AJ and Roman around once again. He had a lot of things he wanted to talk about. Most of them concerning Jon.

After a much needed cup of coffee, all three men made their way to the living room and got comfy on Seth's brand new leather sofa.

"So Seth, what's all this about?" Roman asked. He knew that this wasn't just a friendly gathering.

"Well, I think you know what it's about." Seth sighed. "We need to get Jon back. He's not safe with Sami."

"I understand what you mean, but it's his own life. We can't make him leave his fiance if he doesn't want to." Roman stated.

"No, I think Seth's right. I saw the cuts and the bruises. That's not what should be happening in a relationship. You should never hurt the person you love." AJ spoke for the first time that day. He was really passionate about the whole situation.

"I say we go to another CZW show and try and talk to Jon." Seth suggested. "I went to one last night. I managed to get backstage and into the locker room and Sami freaked out. It was like he wanted to murder me for being there. Jon was just hiding behind him. He wouldn't talk. He wouldn't even look at me." Seth's upset was clear to the other men.

"When's the next show in Iowa?" AJ asked.

"Not until next month, but I heard there's gonna be one on Thursday night in Missouri if you wanna come. It's not too far away."

"Yeah, we'll go. We got the day off so we can drive there the night before." AJ seemed really excited about seeing Jon. He wanted to clear things up between the two of them. He wanted to be friends with him again.

"Cool, then it's sorted." Seth smiled. "You guys going to the gym?"

"Yeah, only for an hour and then we gotta go to the Smackdown taping."

"Okay, I'm gonna join you at the gym and then go get some lunch."

All three men made there way to the gym. They had a great work out. It definitely helped Seth forget about all the troubles he was having.

Seth hadn't been the same since Jon had left. Jon had taken a part of Seth with him on that chilly April night.

The constant worry for Jon, circled Seth's mind 24/7. What if the situation was worse than he thought? What's gonna happen if Jon chooses to stay with his fiance? That is something Seth didn't want to happen. He was worried for Jon's mental and physical health. He had changed a lot since he had left and Seth didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing.

The next few days passed by pretty quick and Seth, AJ and Roman were all on their way to Missouri. They were tightly packed into Seth's car, luggage on their laps. It wasn't the most entertaining car ride, since Seth was the only one awake, but Seth knew it would be worth it in the end.

They checked into the hotel and went to sleep straight away. Thursday would be a hectic day.

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Jon didn't have a good nights sleep. He was woken up at 3am by a drunk Sami Callihan, who knew what he wanted. He wanted sex. Jon didn't, but he didn't want to fight. He was too tired.

He wasn't able to sleep after that. He felt too disgusted. Instead he had a shower, drank five cups of coffee and smoked two cigarettes.

He wasn't happy. He didn't know how to be happy, but he wanted to be. He was more than grateful for everything he had. Sami was his everything. Jon was so lucky to have him, but he still couldn't smile a genuine smile. They were all fake.

Jon's back ached from earlier on in the morning. He just hoped that Sami would sober up without a hangover.

He hated dealing with Sami's hangovers. He was always so moody. It upset Jon to see him like that, but he couldn't do anything about it.

Sometimes he wished that he could go to sleep and never wake up. Everything would be so much easier that way. He wouldn't have to deal with his depression and paranoia, which is something he was diagnosed with a month ago. Sami tried to help make Jon feel better, but it never worked. He would only be somewhat okay for a certain amount of time, before returning to his miserable, old self.

All he wanted was a little love. He didn't know if Sami was telling the truth when he told him he loved him. It didn't sound real. He couldn't feel the love.

He felt the love when he was with Seth, but that had faded. Jon no longer loved Seth. At least that was what Sami said. Jon wasn't sure who he loved anymore. It was all too much effort.

He started his third cigarette of the morning and pondered his thoughts. He had a lot of things to think about during these few hours of peace. Why was he with Sami? Why did he say yes to his fiance's proposal? Why was he thinking like this? It wasn't right. Sami did everything for Jon, he didn't deserve all this hate.

Jon couldn't help but be a jerk. It was a part of his personality, and it had gotten him a few punches to the face. He just hoped that Sami could see the real him underneath the dirty layer of hatred. It was only a matter of time before that layer was wiped away. Jon was breaking. And it couldn't be stopped.