Sen Point Of View
The photoshoot started an hour ago.
And I am now dying inside.
I keep acting normal para walang makahalata.
Minseok and Jimin is having a 'couple' photoshoot right now. Masyadong sweet kaya di ko maiwasang masaktan
Lumapit ako ky Umin para i retouch siya
I smiled at him and he smiled back
"Are you thirsty?"
I asked him. He nodded at iniwan ko siya sandali para kumuha ng tubig kaso pag balik ko binigyan na siya ni Jimin.
Someone grabbed the bottled water from me kaya nagulat ako.
I looked at Sehun
"Thank you for the water Senkerbell"
And he smiled at me. He tapped my shoulder and gave me a nod.
I smiled and thanked him
The photoshoot started again.
"Closer! Closer Jimin!"
Sigaw ng photographer. Nasa likod lang ako nakatingin.
Kagat ko ang dila ko kasi nagpipigil lang naman ako ng emotions.
Sa sobrang close nila halos maghalikan na sila.
"Good! Minseok ah! Act like you are the happiest couple"
And they did. Someone covered my eyes. And I was really thankful.
He dragged me to an empty room
"Cry it out"
Kyungsoo said. I looked at him andmy tears fell like a water fall
I covered my face with my palms and cried the hell out of me
My knees weakened and so i kneeled down while crying.
I felt his Arms around me, caressing my back
"I'm sorry, dongsaeng. I know you've been having a hard time. Please stay strong"
Sabi niya at umiyak lang ako ng Umiyak sa kanya.
Nakayakap lang din siya
Ng mahimasmasan niya ako pinunasan ko ang luha ko
"I should go back"
Sabi ko sa kanya pero pinigilan niya ako.
"No. I already ask Kathleen to do your job. You need to rest"
Sabi niya. Tumango nalang ako at bumalik na sa room namin.
Humiga ako sa kama at umiyak na naman
I'm going to endure this pain, For you, Minseok. :'(
