Minseok's Point Of View
"Hyung? Are you okay? You're spacing out"
Chen asked.
All of them are looking at me
"Yes. I'm fine. I'm just thinking about something"
It wasn't a lie. Well, kinda. It's SOMEONE. not something.
"You can tell us Hyung. You know. We are brothers"
Chanyeol Said amd smiled at me.
"Thank you dongsaeng"
They continued on what they are doing
And i just sat at the corner while thinking of her
We're on our way to Japan for our concert
And she's with us because she's one of our stylist. She wasn't supposed to be coming with Us but i begged our Manager and he agreed
I took out my phone while listening to our songs. I opened my gallery and saw our photos together
I smiled when i saw our picture when we went to New York
Jong Dae was the one who took it
It was a stolen of shot of me and her while we were laughing
I was hugging her from the back
The other members didn't know about my relationship with Sen. Except for Manager and Jong Dae.
We kept it a secret for our safety
Being in a secret relationship is really hard.
I can't take her out on a date, I can't hold her hand in public
I can't kiss her in public
It's driving me insane everytime
I wanna do the things normal couple do but we can't
Even if we want to, we can't.
It pains me a lot specially when i heard her cry last night
When i heard what she said
I did understand her because she taught me how to speak and understand her language
I really wanted to hold her tight
I know how much she loved me
She was once my fangirl
Then i got to know her when she became our stylist
I feel in love with her. Even Chanyeol and Suho really likes her.
Everyone likes her.
I sighed and look at where she is sitting
She's sleeping
"Please don't give up on US, Minseok"
I remembered what she said last night
I closed my eyes
I won't promise you Sen. But I assure you that no matter what happens i will love and protect you
