Writing Letters [completed // editing]

| letter nine october 31 1999 |

"It's really not difficult to overcome these seemingly ghastly problems... what's hard is to decide." 

                                                               ~robert downey jr

Dear Angel,

Happy Halloween! 

Oh, god, Angel, I've been in the best mood, ever since I opened my door, only to see that package on my welcome mat in front of my door. Do you remember what you put inside? I've put the candles all around my apartment, lighting all of them. So now my apartment smells like caramel pumpkin. It's a weird scent, you know, and how did you ever manage to find them? More than anything, I'm just excited that you came back. 

No one's ever done that before, you know. It touches me deeply. I have to tell you something, however. You see, Gage isn't too happy that we've become friends. I just... with him I feel lesser. And yet, I love him so much. We've been together for about five years, and I can't just throw that all away. 

Can I?

Someone's knocking at the door, Angel. 

It's Gage. 

As always,

Ash 

550+ reads? can i just say asdfghjkl;' 

thanks so much, guise. this just makes me wanna cry.