Johlex: A collection of Johlex fanfiction| (#thewattys2016)

You're Okay: Alex

I was crying alone in my room when my Phone buzzed. I looked over and picked it up, Seeing the text from Johnnie. What could he want? I opened the text, Wondering If he found out about me and Kyle. "Hey Alex Wanna meet up and Hang out or something?" Was the message. I guess he either knew or didn't. Well I guess we will find out... I responded, Sniffling "Yeah sure Got nothing better to do" I sent it and stood up, Walking off to the bathroom to fix my makeup. I was a mess Because of What Kyle said and What happened. I shivered remembering the moment. "I Can't Believe this Kyle! W-why?!" "You just weren't good enough...I am not Sorry either I am happier with her then I ever was with you! This is the end Alex Just leave! You weren't ever what I wanted you bitch! Don't you see?! Or are you that blind?!" I snapped back into reality to realize I was holding a blade in my hand. -Trigger warning- I missed the blade...it was a shiny little friend to me...I didn't want it to be obvious that I had relapsed. I pulled my shorts up a bit higher revealing all the old scars on my thigh and I smiled. I went insane on my thigh. Cutting in new and old places. Re-opening old wounds...I missed it. I Looked up at myself I was crying. I hadn't realized until then. I dropped the blade and Started sobbing. -End Of trigger- I stopped and Started cleaning myself up silently. I fixe my Makeup and left. I checked my phone and Johnnie had Texted again "Okay we could get food then a movie or something? Meet at your house?" I just texted back a simple "okay :)" I changed into black skinny jeans and a tank top with a blue and black flannel. I sighed and went to my handheld mirror, not wanting to go back to my bathroom again. I fixed my hair and sighed. I breathed in tightly and smiled. "You're okay Alex..." I said it out loud this time "You're okay Alex...You're Okay..." I heard a Doorbell and stood up. Johnnie was here.