16 & pregnant ; Cameron Dallas

Chapter 6: do I forgive you?

Elisha's P.O.V

I woke up in so much pain "Elisha?" someone shouted from downstairs "yeah " I got out of bed and walked downstairs and I saw my brother talking to someone and I said "Alex?" he looked "this is my girlfriend Maddie" she walked round the corner "what is she doing here" I said it was the girl who was all over Cameron "she's my girlfriend and has been for mouths " he said looking confused "well your girlfriend was snogging the boy I loved and fall for !" I screamed "you know what you can have Cameron ! he obviously doesn't like me !" I said running upstairs and crying on my bed I heard yelling and crying from downstairs I got up and got changed into some trackies and a top and put my hair up in a messy bun and put my shoes on , I grabbed my headphones and ran down stairs and said "I'm going out on my skate board" I walked to the garage and grabbed my skate board and went to the skate park , I saw that none was there.   I put my headphones on and listen to When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus and went up and down ramps and I was going really fast and I went to do a trick and I fell off my skate board , I shouted "Fuck sake!"  and I hit the floor and put my head on my hands and jumped up , I tired again and again and finally I did it "YES!" I screamed I was so happy and I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned around and saw him...

Cameron Dallas staring in my eyes "what are you doing " I said upset "Elisha please here me out" he begged "you've got five minute's " I said bluntly and sat on the bench "i really do like you no I love you, but I keep fucking up and I cant help but fuck up , I fucking love you but I feel like you don't feel the same, I wish it was you I kissed and when I kiss her I was thinking of you , I fucking love you Elisha and I don't know what to do anymore" he said by this point I was crying "but Cameron I feel the same but I don't think I could love you the way I do, I fuck up everything , I have so many scars it makes me feel sick and I don't think you will love me for the way I look , because look at me what I see is different to what you see ,don't you see ! I never like looking in the mirror it makes me feel sick just looking at myself and I wish that when I tired to kill myself I wish it worked but It didn't I kept  waking up but I wish I didn't , I want to be with my sister my twin my other half , I wish I was dead and that none had to see how much of a waste of space I was" I cried "no don't say that I fucking love you Elisha never say that again , what I see when I look at you is a beautiful girl that to make mine and I wish I could show you how much you mean to me " he cried I put my hand on his cheek and said " I fucking love you Cameron " I cried "i love you too Elisha" he cried and he kissed me , I kissed him back and I put my arms around his neck and he put his around my waist and picked me up and carried me to his car and sat me in the from seat and I watched him grab my skate board and put it in the back " question how did you know I was here" I asked " oh I swung by your house and Alex said that you would probably be here" he smiled " okay can we go back to mine " I asked with a smile "of course " he started driving.

we pulled up to mine and I said " you coming in or ?" he nodded and I hopped out we walked to my door and Cameron said "wait" I turned "yeah" " I have something to ask you um will you be my girlfriend?" he said rubbing his neck " um yeah" I smiled and he smiled and I jumped into his arms and kissed him "I love you Elisha!" he smiled in mid kiss " I love you too" I smiled and we walked into the door hand in hand "Alex? George? Noah?" I said "Elisha?!" they shouted whilst running down the stairs , I smiled "I made up with Cameron and he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes!" they smiled and George said "well that's good to hear " I nodded "umm I'm going upstairs you coming?" I turned to Cameron "yeah sure" he smiled and I walked up the stairs and Cameron followed me , I ran and jumped on my bed layed there" hello gorgeous" I said to my bed and Cameron smiled at me and laughed "what?" I smirked "nothing" he smiled and layed down next to me , I turned over to face him and I said" shall we watch some films and cuddle?" I tried not to laugh "yeah sure" I smiled and got up and I went to my cupboard and grabbed Alex's old jersey and a pair of sleeping shorts and walked into the bathroom and changed real quick and walked back out , I turned my tv on and put Netflix on and  put a horror film on and we watched it , it wasn't that scary but it was late we put on another film and I fell asleep .