heartbreaker - j.b.[discontinued for the time being]

sixty four

I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT PREGNANCY OK
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audrey

that night, i was woken up due a phone call. reece's fugly face popped up on my screen, so i answered it. "we're in pittsburgh. we're gonna go to a hotel for tonight."

"it's twelve at night you asswipe, you couldn't texted me."

"love you, bye."

when he hung up, i laid there unable to fall back to sleep like i usually do. sighing, i get up and slowly walk down the stairs to get something to drink.

as soon as i got to the bottom of the steps i heard glasses clanking together and the kitchen light was on. squinting, i walk in only to hear a manly yell causing me to scream.

"za-"

"holy shit audrey, what the he-"

"za!" i exclaim, feeling my shorts. "za you fucking asshole."

"what? you scared me?"

"my water broke you stupid motherfucker."

"are you serious or did you just piss yourself?" he walks over, smirking.

"xavier, right hand up to god when i'm done with this pregnancy you're the first person i choke slam." i yell. "go wake justin up!"

i hear a croaky voice from the stairs. "justin's up, what's wrong?"

"my water broke."

justin almost tripped down the rest of the stairs to wake everyone up in the living room that surprisingly didn't hear us yelling. "za go get my phone." i tell him and justin was grabbing the car keys.

in a rush, everyone, tired and crusty, ran out the door to separate cars. justin called his parents, and my brothers. the only thing running through my mind was that im only 36 weeks, the baby is premature.

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as i was giving birth, justin held my hand but whined when i squeezed too tight. "you better suck it up, you don't have a human coming out of your vagina."

"impossible, because i have a di-"

i let go of his hand just to hit him in his dick. the doctor that's currently between my legs was just laughing. "deep breaths, audrey. keep pushing."

i do as told, only squeezing the bed next to me. when justin regains his balance, he grabs my hand. "we won't be able to conceive another, i think it's unusable now."

"good, now you can't cheat." i grin. us making jokes during this pregnancy is the only thing keeping me from screaming at the top of my lungs.

"nice." he rolls his eyes. "we're engaged."

"not right now we're not, you're just standing there. you're no motivation at all." i squint at him, and he mocks me. "god, you're fuc-"

i cut myself off due to the pain. "i think she has your head, you big headed motherfucker."

justin looks at me offended. the doctor laughs, "you're the only couple i've seen like this during labor."

"our whole relationship is like this." justin let's go of my hand to stand behind the doctor. "holy shit."

"you make one remark about my vagina you and za will get tag teamed." i groan, starting to even out my breathing.

"i wasn't." he ignores me. "it's so beautiful but so..."

"messy." the doctor finishes, justin nodding. "audrey, deep breaths, she's almost here."

"why isn't she crying?" justin asked after a moment, meaning that something was wrong.

"is it because she's premature?" i look up at justin, then to the doctor.

"audrey, you have to push. the only scenario is she swallowed fluids and we have to get her now."

justin rushed over to me. i started crying, and he was in my ear telling me everything was going to be okay. he was telling me about how when we leave the hospital we're going to go home and start planning our wedding while his parents awe over the baby. and that za is on punishment for breaking my water.

i hadn't realized that cambree was fully out and rushed out immediately. i look at justin, "please don't cry?" he cups my face. asking me not to cry just makes me want to cry.

he grabs my hands, and kisses them. he kept his eyes close, as if was praying, i hope he is because we all need it. i was in too much pain, i just wanted to sleep.

"go to sleep, i'll make sure she's okay."

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stop requesting miscarriage okay. as i said before, my brother went through that and i don't want anyone else going through it even if it is just a story.