Chapter Five.
Jeremy and I still aren't talking. I'm still mad at him for the Trina thing. It's been a day and I'm back home. I don't think I should've over-reacted like that but it's not my fault she's my enemy. Still I sit and cry until I'm asleep again. I just wish I was normal like other people. I guess I'm just a freak. I don't think I can go on. He's gone for now and I'm practically dead without him. Maybe if one of us just apologize we can be together and not have worry about if we'll last or not. I just can't bring myself to say sorry for being a protective girlfriend.
I have an feeling they are secretly together or at least trying to. I don't want to accuse my first boyfriend of cheating. With my luck he'll dump me for being a bad girlfriend and I will never get another chance. Or it could be true and we'll break up and won't get back together. Either way I don't want to lose him. I love him. Trina interrupts my thoughts. "Hey Lisa.", she says a little to nicely. "Hi?", I reply confused at why she's being so nice. And calling me by my name. "Um, so I heard you and Jeremy are a couple now.", she says gushing at his name. "Um, yeah but we're working out problems right now.", I say rolling my eyes at her gushing. "Oh? You two are fighting?", she asked as if she was concerned. "Well not really fighting. Just in a complicated stage of our relationship.', I reply. She hisses in my ear, you hurt Jeremy, I hurt you. She sashays away. I hate when she sashays! That sounded like a threat though. It also sounds like she likes Jeremy and as long as me and him are together she'll start being nice to me.
I spot Jeremy walking. I walk over there, grab him, and kiss him right there as if to say, "I'm sorry.", with my lips. I realized how valuable he is to me and could never lose him. And I know deep in my heart that I won't lose him. Not now. Not ever.
