Beautiful Forever. (Austin Mahone love story)

Chapter 34

-Kailyn-

I was sitting across from Austin on the couch. It was about 9:30 at night & the lights were all off, me & Austin were up watching a movie together. Lately it seems like he's distancing himself from me, alot. Normally i can tell when he does, because he won't talk that much to me, or tell me things, he won't smile or laugh at anything & sometimes he won't even eat.

I thought maybe it was just one of his moods & he was just tired from rehearsals lately. Even though his tour ended he still practices his dances for next tour, etc. But like i said, we were both just sitting here, quiet as ever. The tension in the air was so incredibly thick i couldn't even cut it with a knife. He would barely look at me, or even utter a single word. He just sat there, looking glum & he would pull out his phone every so often. I wondered why, but who knows honestly.

I was so close to passing out on the couch, when i decided to speak up. Try and figure out what's wrong with him.

"Austin, is everything okay? You seem like you're mad at me." I said.

He looked at me & tilted his head, his eyes looking sympathetically innocent & caring. "Noo, no baby. Why do you think that?" He said sounding concerned. I shrugged my shoulders & looked away. "I mean i don't know, you seem like you're distancing yourself." I explained.

He whispered a soft, 'come here' & i laid next to him. His arms wrapping around me, almost holding me like a baby. "I guess i'm just stressed out. I feel bad for you & Mikayla & i love you so much.. I know what its like to lose someone & i don't want that to happen to you. I'm just.. Afraid." He said biting his lip nervously.



"Afraid of what Austin?" I whispered.


"Losing you again." He murmured.


"Why would you lose me? Austin, look at me." I said, lightly turning his face towards mine. We were centimeters away from each other & i whispered softly, looking into his eyes.

"We have gone through hell & back with each other & i want you to know that i'll never ever let anything break us apart from each other. We are.. Well.. Meant to be together. As crazy as it seems. And i love you a lot so don't worry." I said. He pecked me on the lips & mumbled a soft 'i love you.'


Things were so tense with all of these crazy things happening.



***


"Rise & shine." He said kissing my cheek. I rubbed my eyes & smiled.


"Morning babe. Why are you up so early?" I groaned. I walked into the kitchen slowly, and felt Austin grab onto me from behind. I stood next to the kitchen counter & poured myself a cup of coffee. I felt Austin leaving a trail of open mouthed kisses down my neck & i turned my head giving him more access. I giggled & he pulled away.

"You're so beautiful.. In every single way." He sang with a smile. "Words can't bring you down.." He giggled.

"Well thanks bebé." I joked.

"Sooo.." He said sitting on a stool by the island.

"I was thinking about going sky diving with you today." He smirked evilly.

"Are you fucking crazy?" I laughed & shook my head. "No, we can go to disney world." I said sipping at my coffee. "Fine, whatever your heart desires baby doll." He jokingly blew me a kiss & got up walking back down the hall.

I finished my coffee & ran to grab some clothes from mine & Austin's closet. I grabbed some black leggings and a slouchy gray sweater, with my black combat boots. I french braided my bangs and pulled the rest of my silky hair into a high pony tail. I put on a little makeup & then i went back into the kitchen to find Austin. He was peering into the fridge with a confused look on his face.

"My mom needs to go shopping." He said. I laughed, "Austin, you're 18. Someday you're gonna have to do things for yourself. And i'm sure you'll wanna get your own place soon too." I smirked.

"I know babe, but i don't wanna leave my mom here in Miami by herself." He sighed grabbing a donut off the counter. "Lets go my love." He said grabbing my hand.


***

"Two tickets please." My loving boyfriend said with a smile.

"Here you go, you have a wonderful time." She smiled.

"Here babe, lets go on some rides together." He kissed my cheek, & we were on our way.

We went on all sorts of rides, they were so much fun and Austin was making me smile almost all day. We got pictures together with Mickey and some of the other characters too. We also ran into a few other celebrities, which is another story. But anyways, now were out at dinner together. Austin and I, of course, can never get enough of our italian cravings so we went out to an italian restaurant.

"Thanks for today Austin-"

"Oh, baby." He laughed at me.

"The nights not over.. Just yet." He winked.

"Oh, and what does that mean?" I smirked raising an eyebrow. He shrugged his shoulders & continued to eat, all while keeping the same smirk on his face.

He kept making silly faces at me while we were sitting at the dinner table & i got a few stares from the people around me. "Austin, if you don't quit ill kick clark right here, right now." I said trying to look serious. His jaw dropped, "you wouldn't." He glared.

"Oh.. But i would." I played.

"Kailyn, kailyn.. Now- uhh- calm down baby." He stuttered.

"Kailyn, please don't.. I'm sorry ill stop." He added nervously.

I laughed at him so hard i almost fell out of my chair, he looked at me confused at why i was laughing.
"Oh please, i won't hurt you. Not if you want to be the father of my child one day." I said shooting him a smug grin.

"That can be arranged." He quietly said.

We finished our dinner & he drove us back home. The entire time he held my hand & sang to me softly. I was so tired & i was so close to passing out but i stayed awake. I had a really nice time with Austin. One that i wouldn't forget. It was one of the best in a while to be honest & it helped me to forget about some of the bad only to focus on the good.

I will still be beyond worried for Mikayla & figured she would wanna call me tomorrow. Lately she seemed a little happier & i was praying she would beat the cancer. She was strong for being just 7 years old & i knew that she could do it. As we got closer to the condo, i pulled out my phone to check my twitter. It was filled with nothing but hate & rudely edited pictures of me and Austin today at Disney. To call it immature was merely an understatement. They were childish, and so rude. I tried my best not to reply to them, but i was so close to just shutting down.

They just added to the long list of my worries & reasons why I'm constantly stressed out. I composed a tweet. My first tweet in about 2 weeks.

'My baby sister Mikayla is in critical condition. She's fighting cancer. Please keep her in your prayers.🙏❤️'

I hit tweet as we pulled into Austin's driveway. Immediately my mentions flooded with multiple different things. I read a lot of them, almost all the time. I would sit there and just look at all the creative things they would make up, most being cruel & irrelevant.

'Wow attention whore much??? I bet nothings wrong with her.'

'oh now you wanna tweet? were you scared of us bitch? fucking die'

'You're so ugly. Why does austin like you?!'

'nobody cares you bitch'

'F A M E W H O R E'

I just locked my phone & walked inside with Austin. He got ready for bed and plopped down, ready to pass out. I got changed really quick & the only thing on my mind was those tweets. Its like they were knifes digging at my scars, almost theoretically opening them. I looked down at my tattoo & smiled. You could barely tell i even had scars.

It took my attention though, when i saw Austin staring at me as i scrolled through my phone. "Babe, whats wrong?" He asked, sounding concerned as always. "Oh nothing." I sighed. He nodded slowly & fell back onto his pillow. I continued through my phone & found myself sitting out on the balcony. I breathed in the cool air & felt my hair twirl itself around the soft wind.

I sat cross legged & held my face in my hands. I took a few deep breaths and tried to calm myself down. Just as i became calm and peaceful, not so stressed, one of the most stressful things happened. I got a call from the hospital.

I answered slowly, "hello?"

"Hi, is this Kailyn Miller?" She asked.

"Yes, this is she. Is everything okay?"

"We have some news on Mikayla. Are you sitting down, & are you alone?" She asked me.

My entire body went cold & my heart started racing like crazy. I gulped slowly & tears formed in my eyes. I didn't feel like finishing this conversation, but i had to know what was wrong.

"Yes." I said softly.

"What is it?" I added.


And thats when she told me..




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