Insecurity Turns To Insanity(Jason McCann/Justin Bieber fan fiction)[ON HOLD]

Prologue

Hi there! First of all, before you judge or anything on this first chapter... I just want to say that it's kind if gloomy at first but that's how the story of mine flows. well that's all.

- innah

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I don't like how people treat me...

I always hear these hurtful words.

They don't understand that words can hurt anyone.

Fat...

Ugly...

Crazy...

Monster...

Bitch...

Slut...

Hoe...

Stupid...

The last one don't make sense to me. why? because I'm doing a pretty good job with my studies. I may be bullied, but hey I have brains and I think I'm smart enough.

Those words really hurt and I don't want to hear these things anymore, so I do this everytime I feel depress...

I cut my wrists...

I know it heals but the scars will stay there and haunt me.

Forever.

My name is Katie Anne Carridine, I'm 19 years old, I'm from Stratford Ontario, Canada and I'm telling you my story about how much I feel insecure...

Have you experienced being a new student? And when you walk to the hallways and everyone's eyes are on you? Because I did and I'm used to it, but it still doesn't change my insecurities and I bet they're all talking about me for a minute because I'm at their view and I'm not surprised that they all judge me. They don't even know me at all.

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I'm known as a troubled teen. I'm insane...

I do everything on impulse, if it wasn't for my stupid father I wouldn't f*cking live this lonesome life and bomb every building just because of my goddamn anger issues.

I need someone who can do everything she can to change me.

If that girl even exist, I would take every bullet just to keep her safe.

I'm Jason Andrew McCann, 19 years old from London Ontario Canada and I'm seeking revenge to kill my father for abandoning us and leaving my mother's heart broken. I am a bad boy, but to see my mom like that, it just loses my temper.

For now, I go to school and I try to be a normal kid. But you know me, I'm bipolar I can't control my temper. I have a temporary 'girlfriend', which by means she's just my sex toy. She thinks I love her. But no, she's not the girl I need.

Maybe I can find the girl of my life in school, who might know, I'm not the kind of guy whose romantic. I'm different, no one will understand me because I'm crazy as f*ck.

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so... what do you think? it's just a prologue. before I start chapter one, I warn you that this story contains a lot of curse words...

I hope you all like it.

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Innah ♡