Insecurity Turns To Insanity(Jason McCann/Justin Bieber fan fiction)[ON HOLD]

CHAPTER 15

Jason's POV

Sh*t that was embarrassing. Not for singing in front of Katie, I have nothing to be embarrassed for singing because music is my passion. That's where I show my feelings because all I showed to everyone is anger.

The embarrassing thing is the boys, they kept saying nasty things in front of Katie and I think she's getting uncomfortable to that topic good thing Joseph stopped them and that's really unbelievable because he's mostly the one who loves to talk about those things.

Based on my observation, Katie is not like the other girls that acts like a bitch then will suddenly drag me literally to my bedroom and doesn't even know where it is located. F*ck this.

She's not like them.

Anyway, letting someone knows what I love to do feels good, those burdens and secrets were finally lift off from my shoulders. For the first time Katie is the only one from all the girls I brought to my house that focus more on the things the things I love to do like playing music and understanding every bit of the lyrics that I wrote where I show what I feel.

I know she was scared to comfort me when I teared up, I couldn't blame her from the impression I showed to her, But the moment I felt her touch I... This sounds corny but I melt in her touch, sparks and butterflies ramble in my body. I didn't mean to hurt her my anger always win and gets to me.

I admit I never, yes I never let anyone see me cry but I don't know why I showed that to Katie. I really can't believe I cried in front of her. That's really embarrassing to me but they say 'real men shows their feelings' maybe that's why I'm not afraid to show my feelings to Katie, I just feel embarrassed.

There's one thing... I think two things that I did i lied some parts of the story that I told to Katie, but its only a little white lie. It's not that bad. I only lie about my sister's and brother's last name.

It should really be 'Bieber' but I gotta hide our true identity, what if Katie knows that there's a guy out there that escaped and wanted and needed to be caught. Because that description fits to me and I can't let anyone and myself get caught. Just no

But I'm glad that Katie liked the song that I wrote and sang to her because that song means a lot to me. I just wish I can sing her the rest of the songs that I wrote or let her see the one that I'm currently writing

Oh and the second lie that I did... Damn, i'm such a liar this day but I can't help it.

As what I said to Katie that the boys are out to 'get some snacks' well that was just an alibi the truth is they're in my basement making bombs and stuffs and planning for a deathly trap for our enemies and to protect ourselves from them.

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