Insecurity Turns To Insanity(Jason McCann/Justin Bieber fan fiction)[ON HOLD]

CHAPTER 11

Katie's P.O.V

I still don't understand...

Why does he want me to go to his house, if we just met?

I know what he did to me a while ago hurts.

But....

It still does hurts, until mow that I'm in his car. I asked him what type of car is this but if course, I'm still terrified if he's gonna answer or get mad at me for asking.

But he didn't...

Instead, he look at me. Smiling

"It's called Fisker. F I S K E R. It's original color is black but I painted it chrome so when someone... everyone try to get at me, they'll be blinded by the color of my car." Jason replied. 'I won't really understand his moods'

"It's beautiful." I replied

"So are you." I think Jason whispered but I didn't think I heard it right. 'Me, beautiful? ugh'

"What?"

"I said, I know it is."

This is some kind of a comfortable, awkward situation but well... This is a long drive but I want to know more about him. I just hope he doesn't get mad if i ask him a few questions.

"Would you get mad if I ask you a couple of questions?" I said, fumbling with my hands.

"It depends on what you want to know and what you're gonna ask." replied Jason, when I didn't reply he looked at me and smiled. "Go on, ask me. If I didn't reply that's the cue that you shouldn't go farther and ask another question."

"Can you sing?" I closed my eyes when Jason didn't reply. I sighed and opened my eyes to look at him. I was startled when he's an inched closer to me, I can smell and feel his minty breath on my skin as he answer my question.

"I'll answer that but why do you think that I can sing?" Jason chuckled.

I... I didn't... I can't answer him properly when he's this close. He's so flawless.

Gosh. I shake my head... the heck... But what I'm saying is true...

"Uh..." I cleared my throat "Well, your voice is sounds beautiful... I... I just think that maybe you can sing." I shrugged my shoulder, trying to play cool.

"You'll find out soon." Jason said, smirking knowing the effect he had on me. 'Crap, he sensed that I feel shaky and all when he went closer to me.' "Ask another question, two more left hun."

"Can I ask when is your birthday?" I asked, still a lil bit afraid

"March 1,1994. Turning 20." Jason smirked "You're invited, I'll pick you up at 7?" Jason wagged his eyebrows.

I giggled. "Sure, but it's like two weeks to go." I said, stating and reminding Jason of the day before his birthday ad I smiled at him.

I observed Jason if he was annoyed but it turns out he was still smiling. "Yeah I know babe, I was just saying so you will have a week or two to decide if you're coming."

"I am coming, but like you haven't really know me that yet." I said

"This is why we're talking about each other babe." Jason smirked, as I cover my face with my hands because of embarrassment. 'Of course, that is why.'

I felt Jason's hands uncovered my face. "Hey, I'm not annoyed, it's okay." Jason chuckled.

"Okay, last question. Shoot it."

"Okay uhm... are we there yet?" I asked, Jason chuckled. 'Aww, that is so adorable. I seriously doesn't see any imperfections from him. It's like he's an angel who fell and forgot how to fly and was literally sculpted or molded to perfection by his fellow angel.'

"We're almost there babe." he answered, 'I swear, I'll never get used to him calling me like that. Damn' "How about, I ask you some questions?"

'I have a bad feeling about what he is going to ask, it's like a deep and not to talk about topic is what he is gonna ask. Oh God, help me.'

"Sure."

"I know this might be sensitive and I know it is to ask but---" 'Oh no, he's not yet finish asking me his question but I know where this is going.' "When did you... you know, start cutting?." Jason finally finishing his question and I can feel that he's really hesitant on asking.

Jason's P.O.V

I told you a car drive would do the tricks...

But still... I'm curious about why she cuts...

I admit... asking her that question was a big risk to me, I never ask a girl about her life and to why she did it. But for Katie, she seems different than all the girl that I've ever know and that's why I was really f*cking nervous.

Why? of course that's a sensitive topic for her and the fact that we just met, is even hard for her to tell after what I did to her.

But I'll find out soon if she ever tell it to me now. Because after I asked her that question she became stiff and uneasy.

I'll surely keep her secret to myself and protect her to anyone that'll hurt her and try to get at her, just because some other reason like me... The fight sometimes started if they know me.. i don't know why...

I don't care if that person that is trying to hurt Katie is my friend because I'm starting to get interested and to know more about her.

And sure I can tell her my life and stuffs but not inside this car of mine.

I just really hope she tells me the reason to why she do that. I want to change that and not to harm herself anymore.

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