Dear Emily

Dear Emily 9/2

“Ugh” I grumbled. I looked at the clock, 8:00 a.m. I looked over to find Jake laying next to me. I turned on my T.V. and slowly got out of bed. Jake is a heavy sleeper but he wakes up at any sudden movements. I looked at the T.V. to find out to my surprise that the Duggars are pregnant again. Oh joy! I turned it to Netflix to finish ‘Date Night’, the movie that I fell asleep on last night after crying my eyes out. “Jen…” Jake said groggily. “Ya Babe” I responded. Don’t worry, were not dating. I call everyone that. So after everything unfolded, I cried a lot, then he told me its alright and that I don’t have to worry about him. But, I wasn’t necessarily crying because he was hurt, but because the guy that I’ve been best friends with for all of my life was in love with me. After my crying spasm, he went back over to his house to change and then came back to watch ‘Date Night’. NO, WE DIDN’T SLEEP TOGETHER. Well in a sense we did sleep together since we did sleep in the same bed but we didn’t “sleep together”. I turned around to check on Jake, who had gone back to sleep. I paused the movie, which I had lost all interest in, grabbed my clothes, and headed into the shower. After a quick shower I got out, dressed, and started to dry my hair. Then the bathroom door opened and I screamed really loud. “Jen….chill…its just me” Jake said as he walked in and sat on the counter. I dried my hair really quickly, then straightened it. “So are y’all going to lunch?” he asked timidly. “Ya, I think so.” I said as I looked in the mirror the check his emotion. He was upset. He didn’t care that Cameron hated him but wished I didn’t love Cameron. This was gonna be out last date, just to clear things up. “So, how’d you sleep?” he asked trying to start conversation. “Fine” I said then quickly turned on the radio trying to keep this conversation from getting awkward. Then I put a pretty clip in it and left. Jake didn’t leave the bathroom for about 5 minutes. By that time I was at the vanity putting on my makeup. He just sat on my bed. “You look nice” he said awkwardly. “Do you really love me?” I asked after a long silence. He was quiet. “Do you?” I looked at him through the mirror. He was stayed quiet. I checked my phone.

Cameron: I’m here.

I responded that I’d be out in a second. I looked at him again. He was emotionless. I grabbed my purse walked out of the house and slammed the door. I walked out to his Cameron’s car, got in, and huffed. “What’s wrong babe?” he asked as he grabbed for my hand. “Nothing” I said kind of under my breath. As he drove down the road, I kept looking at his face. How could this be the face of the guy who abused my best friend. He looked down at me. “Is something wrong?” he asked. “No” I said as I looked my shoes. He kept driving. Then we pulled into the Olive Garden parking lot. He came around to open my door. I love Olive Garden. After we got our table, he pulled out my chair then sat down. There was a long awkward silence. “So, how’d you sleep?” he asked. What’s with guys and asking how you slept? “Fine, I guess.” I said while I looked at my napkin. “So what will ya’ll be having to drink?” A pretty young waitress asked. “Um, can I have a lemonade” I said. “I’ll have a coke” he said. I never knew a date with the cutest most popular sophomore ever could be so awkward. “You look beautiful today.” He said. The waitress came to our table with our drinks and set them down. “So, what will you be having to eat this afternoon?” The waitress asked with her Texas twang. “I’ll have lasagna.” I said. “Me too.” He said as he gave her his menu. I just stared at mine. He grabbed my hand. I almost pulled away, but I couldn’t. Cameron kissed me hand. I started to cry. “Baby, what’s wrong?” he said with concern on his face. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I couldn’t take it

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