Mend My Broken Heart ©. (Boyxboy) (Mpreg)(LBGT)

Chapter 2

Ryder's POV================~<3~


Bam.......bam....ding dong.......bam.....ding dong......bam

"Okay, okay I get it I'm getting up." I yelled. I threw the covers back and got up. I am a little pissed off because it's like five in the morning an I have been on pins and fucking needles waiting for my mom and brothers to show up. It's been a week and today I am going to the doctor finally so I need my sleep. When I opened the door I knew that wasn't happening.

"Baby boy." momma yelled.

"Pipsqueak." Payton yelled.

"You look like shit Hayden said standing there.

"Momma, Pay and thanks Hay I needed that. It made me feel so much better." I said before I got rushed by momma.

"Honey what the hell have you been eating? It's sitting right here what ever it is. I have something you can take for that and it will go away." she said patting my stomach before pushing past me an heading for the kitchen.

"Dude you really look awful." Pay said making me shake my head.

"Okay look it's five in the morning for one, I have a doctors appointment in oh I don't know four hours for two and lastly I have been rejected, exiled and living on my own for over a month now so fucking forgive me if I look like death." I said my voice rising as I went. I hate confederation first thing in the morning.

"Who rejected you?" Hay asked.

"Only one person can reject him and exile him at the same time. It's the same person who looks some what like he does." Pay said.

"Who?" Hay asked. He isn't very bright but I still love him dearly.

"Never mind let get settled and I will make breakfast. I'm going with you to your doctors appointment, baby boy." momma said taking her bags and heading off in the direction of the rooms. Part of me was glad she was going but part of me was afraid to have her hear how bad things were.

"So either of you find your mates?" I asked making coffee.

"Nope Alpha Simon is going to let us hang out for a day to see if they might be here and then we might ask Alpha Tate is we can do the same in his pack territory.

"You guys know my Alpha?" I asked.

"We've been looking for you. Jesse is actually who found you. Then we checked into you bank accounts and shit and he was right." Pay said.

"How is Jesse? I miss him." I said my voice breaking.

"He said he will be seeing you soon. Said the wave can be good here too." Hay said.

"Boy unpack now." momma yelled making the two baboons jump and grab their things.

You know I am leaving one of them if not both of them here with you. When I leave." Momma said.

"You don't have to momma. I'm okay really I am. It gets lonely but I like the quiet." I said trying not to let the sadness enter my voice.

"Not happening baby boy. Your not 18 so legally you can't stay on your own." She said making me curse inside my head. Momma is a cop in her mind. It's the one thing she has always wanted to do. And she follows the law to the T."

"Fine but only for the month and a half until my birthday and they help pay for food because I can't afford them." I said sighing. "Oh and momma thanks for putting money in my account. I will get a job as soon as I am over this flu or heartbreak. Whatever it is" I said getting cups out.

"We are not putting money in your account." she said making me stop.

"Well if your not who is?" I asked. There has been money put in my account since my second week here.

"I find out who it is." she said with her worried momma face on.

"Thanks mom." I said hugging her. Hugging her made me miss home made me want to cry and beg to go home with her but unfortunately I can't. Beside I don't think I really would. Not having to see HIM helps.

We ate breakfast and I got caught up on things at home. Dad would be here next week after mom went home. He wasn't able to get off work so he would come up next week when he can. Davey and his mate Walt were getting married. He wishes I could be there for him and he misses me. I was happy to hear that. I'm so glad he gets his prince.

"Alright you two jobs, school and check in with Alpha Simon." mom said giving Hay and Pay a look.

"Yes, ma'am." they both said. Ah the joys if having twins.

"I'll drive momma." I said sighing as we walked out of the house. I felt a pain I the back of my head and ducked for cover.

"Stop sighing. Everything will work out baby boy have faith." Mom said. Have faith? Was she for real?

When we go to the Red Rock pack doctors the place was empty so I thought I had the wrong date.

"Can I help you? I'm sorry it's just my helper found her mate and now I'm doctor and receptionist all in one. the doctor said she looked a little dazed.

"I'm Ryder Montgomery if you need me too I can come back tomorrow." I said to her.

"Nonsense, I have a portable phone a be back in five minutes sign and I'm the boss. Come on follow me." She said grabbing an empty chart and a voice recorder.

"I like her." Momma said.

"Shit I'm sorry, Layla Teri Red Rock pack doctor at your service." she said stopping at the scales.

"Mia Montgomery, Ryder's momma." mom said shaking Layla's hand.

"172 and five foot six and a half inches tall. Here's a cup go pee in it for me." Layla said almost making me laugh. She had no filter and somehow it was okay.

"172 baby boy you put on almost ten pounds on a month." Momma said shocked.

"Hush momma." I said shaking my head.

I went into the bathroom and did as asked. I have always hated this whole pee in the cup thing. I grabbed a hundred napkins and carried my sample in to exam room 4 with me. I could hear momma telling the doc what I explained to her this morning when my brothers walked down to the beach.

"Okay Ryder I have the pee sitting in some simple test while I do some listening, drawing of blood and tapping, pushing and hitting on you oh and don't forget looking in places with nifty lights." Layla said getting a small smile out of me.

She did as she said. I hate needles but she didn't even make it pinch. After about an hour of probing and talking she left momma and I alone.

"Holy shit, this can't be right. I took that test as a joke hahaha kind of joke. Okay think Layla Jean think. Shit." We heard her say. She is so funny her and Jesse would be so good together.

"Okay sit tight guys I need to um........ well I have to look some shit up really quick and make a phone call or two." Layla said stepping in the doorway. She ran out as soon as she stopped talking.

"I'm going to find out what is going on." momma said. I just sat on the bed freaking. Ten minutes later Layla came back.

"Drink this." she said handing me a big ass water.

"Okay." I said as momma came in looking a little pale, a little happy yet a little sick.

"Momma?" I said.

"Not now baby, don't worry it's nothing bad just drink your water." She said leaving the room again.

I sat there drinking the water until I felt like I was going to puke. I hadn't seen, heard or even sensed anyone in the building. I was almost ready to start looking when heard someone coming with some type of cart.

"Okay Mia set it up next to the bed and I will kill the lights." Layla said. I watched mom push the machine next to me, plus it in and power it on. As soon as it was on the lights went out and Layla was sitting next to me.

"What is that?" I asked.

"It's an ultrasound machine. Now pull up your shirt so I can put this cold jelly on it." She said.

"Okay, holy horny toads that shit is cold." I yelped and shivered.

"Hush and hold still." Momma said.

Well that is just so fucking weird, cool as hell but weird." Layla mumbled.

"I can still hear you so please tell me what you see." I asked.

"Ryder Montgomery meet your babies." she said.

That's so funny. I like you. You make me laugh and I have t done that in forever." I said giggling.

"Stop laughing and look." she said not laughing. That sobered me up.

"What the hell are you talking about? I'm a male for one. Only had sex once and I'm a rejected exiled wolf. How and the hell can I be pregnant?" I yelled.

"Calm down baby boy. Let is explain." momma said calmly.

"We had to do some research really quick when the haha pregnancy test I tested with your pee warier came back positive. It seems that 1 in 10 submissive in a werewolf same sex relationship gets pregnant. Normally when the top or dom is an Alpha or Beta. An from what I understand your mate is a future Alpha. So you are one of the one in tens." Layla said.

"I'm pregnant with Callum Lockhart's pup?" I asked to shocked to not uses his name.

"Pups." Layla said.

"Pups?" momma asked.

"Yeah two maybe three. I'm not sure if that is a third one laying back there or not." Layla said moving the thing around in the gel on my stomach. All I could see was big peanuts. Three oh shit three big peanuts. that my friends is when my lights went out.

I woke up in my room so that means my brother know cuz momma called them to come carry me home.

Pregnant. Me. Wow. What the hell? this means I have to talk to HIM. I am more then likely carrying the next Alpha of the Blue Moon pack. That means whoever he mates and marks can't have the next in line. I am the one who is carrying him. Part of me was thrilled with that idea. My wolf was dancing and prancing with excitement. But a part of me was sad because that meant that I would have to deal with HIM for the next 18 plus years. Watching him with someone else, seeing him happy and watching him have what I want. Can I do that? for my babies yes. I will.

I checked the time and decided to get up. It was only like two and I had a lot to do. I showered and couldn't help but rub my little bump extra. I was freaking pregnant. Un-fucking-believable.

"Good your up we need to talk." momma said coming in my room. I thankfully had just out on my boxers.

"Can it wait like a second?" I asked.

"Just get dressed boy." she said. I through on some shorts and a t-shirt before sitting on the bed.

"So because Alpha boy is the daddy you will be delivering six months after conception. That means we have four and a half months five or take a day or week before my grand babies get here. Now I have talked to Alpha Simon and Alpha Glenn and because you are carrying the future Alpha to the Blue Moon pack you have to go back. alpha Simon said you can stay and finish school but they you must go. Alpha Glenn is going to build you a cabin that will keep you away from all the pack affairs and so you don't have to see asshole. But you are coming home with in the month." momma said laying down the law. So this was my life. Watching my future as someone else lives it. Will if I have to do that then it's time to crawl out of this funk and start building walls.

"Okay after school and once the cabin is done I will move home." I said swallowing any emotions. My wolf was happy to hear we were going home.

"I have a list of dos and fonts for you so lets go have some lunch and talk about them." she said heading for the door.

"Do we have any spicy sausage?" I asked really wanting some.

"Yeah, I will make it for you for dinner along with some four cheese rice and mushrooms. But for lunch I made you a steak, potato and a salad. You need to eat lots of red meats because of being pregnant by an Alpha. So I hired a company to drop off meals for breakfast through dinner for you and your brothers. And for the days that your dad and Jesse come. When I come I'll just put it on hold until I leave." momma said handing me my plate.

"When is my next appointment with Layla and when can I find out what I'm having?" I asked.

"Next week. Layla is going to come here from now on. She figures your not going to want to be going anywhere once your really showing. She is having an ultrasound machine dropped off here and we will set up the screened in patio with everything she will need." Momma said as I downed ever bit of my food like a garbage disposal.

"Alright, if I'm not having a boy do I still have to move back?" I asked rinsing my plate.

"Ryder do not plan on telling Callum about his kids?" she asked with one hand on her hip and giving me a pointed look.

"Look I will tell him. Me and nobody else so make sure you make that clear to everyone. But I am going to wait until I know what I am having and if it's all girls I'm staying here. He can have his next in line without me there. I will share custody of my babies with him but I can't watch him prance around with some random girl who is living my life." I yelled with tears rolling down my cheek. I walked outside hoping the sea air would calm me down.

"I know this is hard for you. I get that you don't want to see him and I will talk to both Alpha's about everything you just said. I only want you happy." she said in a soft voice as she rubbed my back.

"Nobody understand how hard this is going to be in me. Or my kids. And how do we know he is even going to want the kids of his rejected mutant mate? How are my kids going to feel seeing their dad with someone else?" I don't know if I can do it mom. I am going to try like hell and I am not going to let him get to me. But it's going to take a little more then a little cabin in the woods to make me fell okay about this." I said making myself stop crying and making myself man up so to speak. Am I even a man anymore?

"Let me make you some ice tea and let you seat out here and let the waves sooth you." momma said going back in the house.

My mind was on over load and I couldn't stop it. So many things to worry about and to figure out and I can't even tell you what I am anymore. Other then a vessel that has three alien life forms inside if it that resemble peanuts even an elephant couldn't swallow.