Mend My Broken Heart ©. (Boyxboy) (Mpreg)(LBGT)

Chapter 9

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Last night was so nice. I loved to have my family around me and to have Callum here made it twice as nice. I hated how everyone kept bringing up the rejection. It's hard enough to live through it but to keep living through it was killing me. I know I'm hope and I get that I am spending time with the mate that rejected me but I am still a rejected wolf. Until Callum and I mate and mark each other I will remain rejected. I hated it. It's like I was marked with the Scarlet letter and anyone who saw me knew.

"Ryder, we're bored." Ryan yelled from the living room. I have been hiding in the kitchen and away from them. I can handle my brothers I think because for one I have to and for two I love them. But these two their mates are driving me crazy.

"So go swimming, watch a movie read a book or take a nap. I don't know what to tell you." I snapped not meaning to but it was bad enough I was stuck I the house but now that rouges are close I have to have babysitters and stay inside at all times. I am going nuts.

"Your so mean. Nothing like your brother." Collins said.

"Thank the Goddess I'm not." I said.

"What's that supposed to .........." Ryan started to say but the door bell cut her off thankful so I didn't have to lie to her. Like I said I love my brother but they are not the sharpest tool in the shed and I would hate to say something like that to the equally as smart mates.

"I'll get it." Collins said jumping up and running for the door. Oh to run. I miss running. I sighed as I got up to see who was at the door.

"Hello Collins. Is Ryder up?" Callum's sexy voice asked.

"Grumpy's in the kitchen." she said.

"Thank you." he said coming my way. My body was on fire with lust and my nervous as hell.

"Hey baby, you okay?" Callum asked walking into the kitchen. I was just standing there like a dumb ass. I felt my face heat up and I giggled.

"Yeah sorry, I'm um.. bored." I said looking around the room.

"Well what were you and the girls doing before I got here?" he asked sitting next to me. I could feel the heat rolling off his body and I was wishing I was cold so he could warm me. Mentally slapped my slutty self.

"Nothing absolutely nothing. I'm so bored I could cry and those two mini Pay and Hay's are driving me insane. All they do is whine and complain. I wish these pups where here so I could be at the park or beach or something." I whined. It felt good to open up and let it all out.

"I'm sorry baby. I know this is hard on you. I have an idea. So why don't you go soak in a warm bath and then meet me out on the balcony outside your room." he said standing up and kissing my forehead. I felt so calm with his touch. Almost content.

"Okay." I said smiling at him.

I did just as he said and went up to my room leaving the door open and gathering clean clothes before sliding into the bathroom and running a relaxing warm bath. I'm living this idea more and more as I get in the tub. The water was so warm and relaxing. Man Callum sure knew how to make me feel a lot better.

"When your done baby, come out to the patio." Callum said making my relaxed body react in wondrous ways. After calming myself I reluctantly got out of tub.

After drying and dressing I quickly brushes my teeth and sprayed all kinds of stuff on. Deodorant, body spray and a little hair spray in my newly spiked hair. I looked like a sexy pregnant guy.

"Wow you made me lunch?" I asked.

"Yes baby I will cook for you anytime." He said helping me sit. Oh to be able to sit and stand on my own again. I'm now as big as any nine month pregnant woman.

"Thank you. I really love your cooking. I enjoy spending time with you as well." I said trying not to blush.

"I love spending time with you. I will do anything for you. I really truly love you." He said before taking a bite if his grilled chicken.

"I love you, never think I don't. I'm scared. I can't live through being rejected a second time. And I want to see my pups grow up." I said.

"I know baby I'm willing to go as slow as you want. I love how you just let me have these little times with you. I enjoy every bit of it and I promise not to pressure you in anyway. With that being said I do have a favor to ask. You can say no and we will keep doing thing the way we have been no big deal. But if you allow me to I could move in and you wouldn't have to have anyone here as long as I am here. And more then likely it would be Layla. I don't have to sleep in your room. I will sleep down stairs or even the garage. No pressure." He said making me sigh. On one hand I felt pressured. I love Collins and Ryan to pieces because they are my sisters-in-laws. But I can't take much more of them. I love having Callum here I truly do but is this a step I am ready to take. I'm nervous when I'm around him yet I'm totally relax at the same time. I think it's my human that is nervous and my wolf who is relaxed. The babies love having him here.

"You can stay in the guest room down stairs. When I need to be alone I will come to my room and shut the door. That means I want to be alone. We share the duties of the house if you cook I clean up." I said trying to make it sound all professional and what not.

"Deal, I will move in tonight and cook us dinner. Now eat up baby I know you ready for a nap and you need your rest." he said smiling like he won the lotto or something. But he was right I was tired. How does he do that?

He seemed to be happy as hell that he got to stay in the guest room. I had to admit it was nice to know he would be down the hall and not in the woods watching the house anymore.