Innocence

Together We Pray - Part II

December 16th, 1:25am. 2017.

I ran to the forest.
I haven't been here all winter due to the snow, and all I brought with me were my clothes that were already on my back.

I had no idea what part of the forest I was in, it was pitch black at this point. I've been in here for hours and I broke down completely.

I was crying for so long, sitting in the same spot with my face stuffed into my arms.

I decided to get up, I turned on my phone and switched on the flashlight. I wanted to at least know where I was.

*flick*

I pointed the light straight. Nothing but tall trees.

I turned around slowly, and there was a steep cliff. Once I saw that, I turned off my flashlight and set my phone down on the leaves.

It was so cold, all I wanted was to be out of this fucking world.

What just fucking happened was...
I couldn't believe it.

Let alone being fucking violated and being forced into sex against my will while intoxicated, but my own aunt being the one to pull it off..

And she succeeded. She won.
What was her fucking game plan with this, huh? Why me?

Enough of that. I got a running start to throw myself off the cliff.
I missed my footing and kept running too long, twisting my ankle and I fell straight down, rolling down the cliff and slicing myself on branches.

*Ugh* *Geugh*

I finally reached the bottom of wherever I was. I didn't get up.

If I were bleeding out, I didn't want to check, I just wanted to bleed out.

I felt my eyes dragging themselves down, I accepted my fate and let them close.