Go with Your Gut ~Calum Hood Fan FIc

Chap. 11 Cia

Life is like a puzzle.
Love is like a maze.
A maze where in the end it hurts.
Calum is that drug making me go through that maze.
I know it is extremely rushed and cliche and corny, because I've known him for one day, and I already am feeling so consumed by him.
His smell, his touch, his eyes, his voice, his presence.
That's why I couldn't stand to see him flirt when the other girls.
I was jealous.
Now as I watch him flirt with another girl directly in front of my locker I feel my heart rip into two.
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Calum helps me clean up and I look up at him.
I don't know why but I just feel it.
With this blood dripping down my chin, my heart pounding, my confused lost brain, and his drug, I kiss him.
I kiss his lips.
They are soft and plump and move in sync with mine.
He grips my lower back and I try to wipe blood trailing down my chin.
I let go.
"Woah Pia. If I knew you were a good kisser I would've done it a while ago."
I rest my head against the wall.
This is wrong.
He is wrong.
"I shouldn't have done that." I say.
"Why?" He almost sounds hurt.
"1) you've flirted with half the girls at this school.
2) you are a player
3) believe it or not I'm a nerd
4) your the bad boy; it only works in the fan fictions."
He gulps and starts to run a finger along my jaw line.
      "Give me a chance." He says a deep rumble in his voice.
      He is now stroking my cheeks and jaw.
"I can't."
    He laughs and smiles.
"Your the first girl to actually not stutter when I touch them."
     I smile.
Wait, what am I doing? 
     "Come on Cia give me a chance will you?" He says.
    "I can't do it." I say.
"Why?"
    "Your so wrong. I don't know why I like you so much."
    "What does your heart say?" He says.
Then he lets his hand fall. Instead he starts to run a finger down my neck.
    "Stop," I say sternly.
He doesn't stop.
    I lean in and he does too.
Maybe one last kiss?
    I close my eyes waiting for the final push and never get it.
    I open my eyes to Calum dying on the floor of laughter.  
    "What the heck?"
"You actually thought I'd kiss you?" He starts to belt out huge laughs.
      " "Your so wrong. I don't know why I like you so much," He mocks me.
      I feel my heart plummet down to the pit of my soul.
     "Wait so this whole thing was a joke to you?"
"Babe; your hot and all but I can't stick to you. I have to mark my territory."
      "Wait? So you never liked me?"
  "It was so funny how you thought I did!"
      "I hate you."
"Not the first one to say that."
    "I hate you."
"I was paid by that girl who beat your butt."
    "I hate you."

"Sorry Pia."