Phil's p.o.v.
During the sex I could only think about how I was cheating on Dan but I still wasn't entirely sure that I loved him. Sure I told him that the first night but I was supposed to be straight. Was the phandom right? Was I supposed to be with Dan?
"What's wrong Phil? You seem concerned. " Mallory asked. "Nothing." I smiled and lifted her shirt. She whimpered under my touch. "There is something wrong. I see it in your eyes. What is it?" She continued to press. "Fuck there is nothing wrong. Just fuck me already." I said pulling down her pants and underwear.
That were the last words she spoke that night because after that we ducked and fell asleep.
*****
I woke up with the sound of a text message at 11 o'clock: 'where the fuck are you Phil it's 11 o'clock and I want cereal! I need my boyfriend!' Was the message from Dan. "Who is that?" Mallory said causing me to jump. "My boyfriend." I said with certainty. The night before I had made my decision: he was the one and only. I had never felt the same way for anybody else. "So you are gay and cheated on him with a girl? And that girl is me?" She asked.
"Probably, yes and yes. But yesterday I wasn't 100% sure I loved him but now there is nothing that can stop me." I stated. "Then it's okay. I thought maybe we can have something but I helped you find your one true love. My parents already doomed me by naming me Mallory. It literally means unfortunate."
"You will find someone else who really cares for you. Maybe it's a boy, maybe a girl. Who knows? All I know is that you are unique and special. And that is all you need to be happy." I told her. I dressed myself an she stared at me in astonishment. "You really are a wonderful boy Phil. Your boyfriend should be happy he has someone like you."
"Your future love too. Goodbye Mallory. I will never see you again." And with those words I closed the hotel door and left for my apartment.
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A sleepless night with Dan
Fiksi PenggemarHi, my name is Dan Howell and this is the story about how a single night and it's after effects changed my life. Author's notes will be in the comments.