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Josh left and went upstairs. I hid my face in hopes that Tyler wouldn't notice me still crying. It's stupid. There is no reason for me to be crying. I shouldn't be crying. There are people who have a life so much harder than mine is. There are people dying while I'm just sitting here in my own little pity party.
"Hey, what do you want to watch?" His voice cracks towards the end of the sentence, making me smile slightly and lift my head out of my hands.
"I'm okay with anything." I say staring blankly at the screen, still crying. He selects some random horror movie and looks over at me. I try to smile back at him.
He scootches closer to me and puts his arm on the back of the couch where I am sitting. I look up into his eyes. Neither of us say anything, we don't need to. The only sound in the room is the movie and the occasional clicking of the AC.
"I just realized that I know nothing about you." He says quietly, almost hidden in the sounds of the movie starting. "Well, except the part when..." His voice trails off towards the end of his sentence so I don't hear what he says.
"Okay, um... My name is Clove Halaway, I am from Pennsylvania and don't have any family left. uh..." I try and think of things that someone would find interesting about me, but am at a loss for words. I'm boring. My whole life is basically written in the present. There isn't too much to me, nothing that anyone would find of any interest anyways.
"I like to write, and read, I guess." Every word I say makes it harder and harder to not cry. I don't know why it hurts so much, but it does.
"Okay," Tyler starts to say, "I'm the lead singer in a band, you probably know that already though. Josh is my best friend, I love Taco Bell and my favorite color is red." Even though I already knew everything he just said, based off of the hours of time I had spent alone in my room watching twenty one pilots interviews, I still feel like it's all new information.
I can't help but stare at him. At first glance, he looks like the type of person who doesn't break any rules, and has an absolutely perfect life, but I know there's more to him than just that. I know something is hidden behind his mind.
There is a story behind his eyes, something that can only be seen in person, something that's not able to be seen through a song. I can hear his heart beating as if it was a drum. I can hear his thoughts pouring out in his lyrics.
What goes on in his head? What does he see when he looks out at the world? His music is what makes him, him. But there is something else about him that makes me forget my past and everything that happened in that past 24 hours.
He smiles and for the first time in what feels like forever, I don't have to fake a smile back.
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Don't Leave Me Alone (Tyler Joseph Fan fiction)
FanfictionHe found her when he needed her most, she found him when she was so lost she found it hard to find anything but her own thoughts. She took away his demons, leaving him with noting but love. |-/ Stay alive friends.
