Don't Leave Me Alone (Tyler Joseph Fan fiction)

My Catastrophe :// Chapter six

Clove's Point of view ://

My mind hurts, to the point that I don't even know where I'm going with my life anymore. I am lost, in the middle of the woods with my idols, I just got thrown out of a car, I am covered with bruises, scars and cuts to the point of I don't even know what I look like without them. But maybe that's what I deserve, for some reason or another, I deserve to be covered in cuts and bruises. 

Maybe I did something wrong in a past life, or maybe I'm not good enough for the God who claims to be real. (I am sorry if I offended anyone and their religions, if I did don't hesitate to tell me) I lost my halo in another life, or maybe I lost it now, either way I still don't understand what I did to deserve this.

I hold the ladder steady as Josh and Tyler start to climb down it. 

"W-who is sh-he?" I hear Josh whisper to Tyler, but not in a rude tone just he was wondering who I was. 

"I'm Clove." Tyler looks over at me when I say that. 

"We'll explain when we get back to your house." His eyes haven't left me. I feel my cheeks get warmer as I start to blush. "In the meantime, we need to get you warm." I take off my jacket, hoping that it's too dark outside for either of them to notice my arms and hand Josh my jacket. 

"Clove," I hear Tyler mutter under his breath, I was wrong. 

Some of the cuts are still fresh, from a few nights ago. I have black and blue bruises that go all the way up and down my arms, I immediately try to hide them as soon as I see he's noticed them. He walks over to me and grabs one of my wrists, I can feel tears start to well up in my eyes. It hurts where his fingers seem to dig into my arms. I try to pull away at first, but then I realize that he's not going to get go of my arm. 

"I'm g-g-going to go to the house. S-s-see you gouys t-there?" Josh says as he starts to run out of the woods, without waiting for an answer. 

Tyler looks at me, and holds my gaze for just a second before his eyes drop down to my arm. I feel a tear roll down my face, not because it hurts, just because of what's happening. No one has ever seen my arms, not how they look now at least. Even if someone did, they would just ship me off someplace trying to fix my mind. 

Again. 

"It's... I um..." He looks up at me and lets go of my arm. Slowly, he reaches for his wrist and pulls up his sleave, revealing a few scars. I close my eyes, and stare look at the ground. I feel like I could just dig a hole in the ground, right here, right now, crawl in it and freeze to death. It would be better than living.

"Clove, what ever happened before today, it's gone now you're with Josh and I we won't leave you." Everyone I have ever met says the same things, they will never leave me, I am not alone. 

"You are going to be okay. Now lets go back to Josh's house you can explain everything there." I throw back on the jacket that Josh never took, and lift my head up. " He puts his hood up and zips it so only his mouth is showing. I can see him just barley smile as I zip my Jacket up the same as he did. 

For once in my life, the far corner of my mind is actualy telling me everything is going to be okay. For once in my life, the emptyness that's normaly there, isn't.

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A/N ://

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