Perfectly Imperfect

Chapter 21

Dre

It's a nice Sunday morning so Lay and I decided it'd be a good day to hangout. It's been a long time since it was just me and her after everything happened, we talk of course, but don't chill as much as we used to. At around 1 o'clock I start getting ready to go to the park, I take care of my hygiene before I throw on a pair of red shorts, a black Nike shirt, with my black Roshes. I pull my hair up and grab my keys, phone, and wallet and lock up my apartment. I call Lay and let her know I'm on my way and drive to the address she gave me. I smoke a blunt when I realize she won't be coming out after 10 minutes of waiting and after another 30 minutes I'm debating whether to go inside or call her when she finally comes out in some grey sweatpants, a black Jordan shirt, black socks, and her Black Nike slides.

She's wearing her hair down and has sunglasses on and she gives me big smile and hug before settling in the seat next to me. We catch up as I head to the ice cream parlor and I'm glad it's not awkward like I expect. I pay for our ice cream and then we head to the park taking advantage of a nice day. We walk in a peaceful silence, both of us content eating our ice cream as we make it to the basketball courts. We sit on the bleachers and eat our ice cream watching the guys and girls play a game of three-on-three.

"Do you miss playing?" I ask Lay after a minute of watching the game. She doesn't say anything right away nodding her head and I see her nose start to turn red signaling that she's about to cry. I sigh and throw our trash away before pulling her in a tight hug. I hear her wince, so I let her go and look at her confused but don't say anything.

"I miss it every day, meeting Anthony, hurting you, and fucking up my future by being a hoe was the biggest mistake of my life". I keep my mouth shut as Lay talks, because I know she just needs to vent so I listen, besides I want to know what's going on with her anyway. As soon as I saw her in those glasses, I knew something was off.

"I wish I could take back meeting him, he isn't the same guy he was, or maybe he is, but I was too stupid and blind to see it. He's so controlling, and possessive, and bipolar. It's crazy I fucked up the best thing to end up in the worst. Being with you was the best relationship, I've ever been in, and I lost it and my best friend. I'm so depressed and it's just hard". By now tears are falling down her face as she talks and I don't really know what to do or say, I don't like seeing her like this though. I've never seen Malaya so broken.

"There's no longer happiness in my life I gave up my future, the love of my life. Damn near my education, my peace of mind, my fucking sanity for this nigga. And what happened? I got pregnant, I get beat upside my head, I get manipulated, treated like shit, fucking controlled by a guy that never even liked me. My life is a complete mess." I'm pretty speechless at this point a part of me wants to say she made her bed now she has to lay in it, but I can't disregard how much I want to protect her, even after what she did, she doesn't deserve this.

I hug her as she cries on my shoulder until she's composing herself and apologizing which I wave off. We decide to go to her parents' house like old times to watch movies and eat dinner and there's a comfortable silence in the car as the music plays in the background, after a while Lay turns down the music and looks at me.

"Thank you for always being there for me, I know I don't deserve it, but I really appreciate it, so yeah thanks." I smile and wave her off "what are friends for right?" I wink at her as I pull into her parents driveway. It's been a while since I've been here for dinner, but I call them on occasion so me and her parents are still on good terms. We walk in and I instantly feel at home, I can't lie it's nice to be back here, this was the home I had when Sherry's house had too much shit going on for me to stay.

After diner Jason calls me and tells me about his day with Ari and Rebecca, apparently Rebecca is trying to help Sherry find a new man. I personally don't really care, but if she's happy then that's all that matters, I guess. I say goodnight to my sister and Lay's parents, and I head to my apartment, she doesn't want to go back with Anthony tonight, so I invite her to spend the night at mine instead. We stop by the store to get whatever she's craving, luckily, it's teacher assessment day tomorrow, so we don't have school. I'm happy me and Lay are getting back to how we used to be. I missed her, way more than I should've.

I give Lay one of my t-shirts to wear to bed her little baby bump sticks out a little and I have to admit it's cute on her. She wears her boy shorts as bottoms and her ass has definitely gotten bigger since the last time I saw it, and the temptation is real. I try my best to focus on the movie that's playing on the TV, but damn it's hard with her being this close cuddling into my side. I rub her belly so I can do something with my hands but now all I can focus on is how smooth her skin is.

"How far along are you?" she smiles slightly glancing at my hand then up to my face "almost 5 months" I nod and gulp as I get sucked into her eyes, there's an unseen pull drawing us closer that I can't and don't want to ignore any longer.

This is a bad idea. She's so addicting and toxic, which just makes her much more tempting.

I don't know who leans first or who kissed who but the only thing that was on my mind was Lay's lips on mine and legs wrapped around my waist. I picked her up gently and sat her on my lap we kiss with so many underlining feelings they're impossible to ignore, but I'm not going to address it, not now. I know we're not good together, not like this, in a relationship, we're volatile and toxic to each other with so many emotions involved. Then there's Diamond I like her and care for her a lot, but I didn't love her, she treats me so good, and she does make me happy, but I'm sure I've ruined that already. I decide not to think on it too much and take the opportunity to indulge.

I undress us both before leaning down and kiss her ankles up to her thighs, I skip her center and go up to her belly. I kiss all over her stomach and ribs then her breast and I take a second to flick my tongue over her nipples making her suck in a breath of air. I continue up to her collar bone, neck, and ear "lay down" I whisper and watch as she listens without a word. I kiss her lips gently then look in her eyes to see if she really wants me to continue.

Lay nods and pulls me closer to her kissing me so intensely it almost takes the air out of my lungs. In this kiss I can feel her pain and all the hurt she's been going through, the guilt, regret, and even the love. We both take off our clothes quickly and I make my way down her body. I don't think twice as I begin to lick her pussy slowly; her taste envelops my senses and I find myself moaning alongside her. Just with one taste I find myself addicted and craving more. I suck on her clit and spread her legs before inserting one finger slowly making her curse slowly while her hands grip the sheets. I don't go deep because I don't want to hurt her or the baby, but I keep my slow and rhythmic paying extra attention to her most sensitive spots. I speed up my ministrations until her moans starts to increase, when I feel her hand in my hair that's when I begin to fuck her like I've missed her. I eat her until her body is convulsing and her voice is cracking.

"Mmm...fuuck daddy shit" I smirk at her moans, it's like music to my ears, a song that sparks memories of similar pleasurable sessions. I add another finger hitting her spot and that's when she comes undone under mer. Lay pulls the hell out of my hair as she screams and cries my name. I'm positive my neighbors heard it, but I don't give a single fuck. I missed Lay and I'm going to indulge in her body for as long as possible. Because I know this shit will likely blow up later.

I keep going even after she comes, I plan on putting her ass to sleep, I want to please her better than anybody else ever has, so she can remember what exactly she fucked up.

"God...fuck Dre mmm... it's yours daddy!" I take my fingers out as she clenches around my fingers her hips raising up from the bed. I give her a brief second to catch her breath before I continue eating her, my tongue working magic I'm a little impressed with myself.

"Aahhh Dre I can't take no more daddy fuckk" I hit her spot with my tongue and rub her clit at a fast pace and I move in time for Lay to squirt effectively leaving a puddle on the bed. I kiss up her body until I get to her lips as her body continues to shake beneath. Lay kisses me lazily back as she catches her breath and struggles to keep her eyes open. I go to the bathroom and wash my face before going to change the covers while Lay goes clean herself up. She turns off the light Lay and cuddles into my side before letting a long sigh "I love you" I hear her mumble before her light snores fill the room. I sigh as I look down at Lay, this just made things so much more complicated, but I can't say I regret it either, at least not right now.

"I love you too" I say to her unconscious form and that night I go to sleep with a smile on my face. I don't know what this means, but I'm not going to question it. This is by far one of the best nights I've had in a long time.