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i was fucked up. my head was spinning my hand's felt numb and yet this is the best i've probably ever felt. instead of feeling numb and worthless inside i felt happy and peaceful. i was so drunk to the point to where i could pass out. and ivory was right. weed was very relaxing. raven had showen me how and at first i hated it and it burned. after a while though i started to feel more relaxed and tingles started to go through my body.it was numbing all the bad emotions and bringing me the good.
looking over i watched as ivory took another puff. even though we had just meet she was like my best friend. i had told them about how i was treated by my pack and how my mate had rejected me and what they did surprised me most. they gave me a hug. the first hug i had ever recieved to be honest. it was nice how much they cared already. and when i had asked them if they would help me by teaching me how to be less goody two-shoes and more free they had agreed instantly.
which was why i was bent over with a needle in my back as it slowly started to leave a mark. they had somehow talked me into getting a tattoo, how is beyond me. and since i was so fucked up i really didn't care. there had only been one person who had cared enough to actually help me and i'm sure he wouldn't mind. mark was pretty cool.
i had picked out my tattoo almost immediatly. it was perfect for me changing my self. it was the second day at ivory's house and i was loving it. i was amazed i had been here the whole time and i just realized i hadn't eaten one thing since two day's ago. for some reason i wasn't hungery though. i loved hanging with them. it was so amazing and i laughed and smiled more than i ever have in my life. as the tattoo continued a song came on. it was amazing and familiar so i sang along.
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves
The way she walks
I touch myself can't get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears
And all the lies
I touch myself and it's alright
Just give in
Don't give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes 'cuz we're having a good time
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I'll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We'll be higher than ever
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy I could die
And it's alright
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
I am as vain as I allow
I do my hair
I gloss my eyes
I touch myself all through the night
And when something falls out of place
I take my time
I put it back
I touch myself
Till I'm on track
Just give in
Don't give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes 'cuz we're having a good time
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I'll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We'll be higher than ever
So happy I could die
And it's alright
[X3]
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Ye-ha
Ye-ha
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
Aha-aha
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes 'cuz we're having a good time
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I'll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We'll be higher than ever
So happy I could die
And it's alright
Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes 'cuz we're having a good time
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I'll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We'll be higher than ever
So happy I could die
And it's alright
"you have a pretty voice. you should sing more" ivory said as she watched the tattoo artist did her work.
" thanks i guess my pack said that i had a horribable singing voice. and when are you going to tell me what you are?" i asked as raven handed me the joint and i took a puff.
" done" the tattoo artist said before ivory could respond. she wiped off the extra ink and took out a mirror and led me to a large wall mirror. turning me she angled the mirror so i could see my new tattoo. it looked amazing. it was part of the new me. looking at it i realized that i really was on my way to being a freak.
good. i'm almost a freak.
