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***(Beastly's pov)
i felt so numb inside. it had taken over my whole body as i walked down the hallway while everyone, including my own brother called me the same thing. Freak. they hollered it at me laughing at me all because i'm overweight and not beautiful by their standards. they all hated me and were disgusted with me. even my own pack mates despised me.
well speak of the devil. the queen bitch of school and one of my pack mate's, jessica. she went out of her way just to make my life living hell. she hated me sooooooo much and i've never done any thing to her. and of course by her side was the man whore of the school, Jake, also the alpha or soon to be alpha of the pack. they were always side by side (when he wasn't fucking another girl in the janitors closet.)
" Hey Freak, I thought i told you i don't want you making our school trashy." she sneered at me.
i just kept my head down and tried to walk past.
" Hey freak the girl's talking to you. pay attention!" Jake yelled slamming me into a locker. his touch sent electric tingles through my body making me gasp. with my head shooting up i looked into the most beautiful surprised blue eyes i've ever seen. he looked surprised and confused.
" mate" i whispered in shock to where only me and him could hear.
" what the fuck are you talking about, freak. get the fuck away from me." he hollered and grabbed Jessica's arm and walked off. so this is how it is, i thought as i stared in numb disbelief, i'm such a freak that my own mate's rejected me. fuck school i'm going home.
walking to my locker i dumped all my shit in there and walked out of the school. suprisingly i didn't feel as hurt as i thought i would. i only felt a deep anger. i was so tired of being treated like shit. even my own brother treated me like shit just to fit in with all of his 'friend's'. he tried to be nice when the others weren't around but i wouldn't let him.
as i walked up the driveway i saw something in my room. rushing up the stairs i burst the door of my room only to be pushed to the ground as three of my pack mate rushed of hollering about enjoying their present.slowly getting up and walking into my room i saw what they meant by present
my room was trashed. my clothes were ripped and Torn lying on my floor. my posters were torn off my walls and replaced with spray paint all over my walls. it said things like 'fat ass', 'waste of space', 'heifer', and so much more. my bed was turned upside down and had tears all over it. the sight made me weak in the knees. i knew the pack hated me but to do this is just to far.
standing up i ran out of the house. i kept running and running not paying any attention to where i was going. i ran for what seemed like minuetes but was probably hours since it was getting dark. as i slowed down i heard my phone start to ring. pulling it out i saw it was my brother. flipping it open real fast i anwsered
" go fuck yourself, asshole" i anwsered and hung up. i was so angery that i threw my phone on the ground and watched as it shattered to pieces. they were all right. i was a freak. i was such a freak that at birth my own parents had named me Beastly. then a few years later commited suicide because they couldn't stand to have a freak like me be their daughter. and for the first time in years i cried.
sitting down next to a building i cried till well past sunset. i would've kept crying if it weren't for the person next to me tapping on my shoulder. looking over i saw probably the most gorgues punk rock looking girl i've ever seen. she had snow white hair, sparkling purple eyes, and tattoo's and pierings every where. she also smelled of something not human. not werewolf but definatly not human.
"are you okay" she asked with more concern in her eyes then i've ever seen from anyone in the pack
" to be honest no, no i'm not alright." i whispered and for the first time noticed that their was more than one person. there was two more people behind her that looked just as beautiful and concerned as her.
" what's your name?" she asked.
" Beastly." i whispered trying to shrink into myself
" well beastly, i'm ivory, and the black haired chick is raven and the red head is Blaise." she said indicating to both of the girls behind her. they were both punk rockish looking just like ivory, and just as beautiful.
" hey..." i whimpered.
" need a hit?" raven asked pulling out what i'm guessing is a joint.
" no i don't smoke. anything. my brother would kill me." i whispered.
" goody two-shoes" was all she said before she lit it and took a puff.
" beside's who doesn't smoke weed on this side of town?" Blaise asked.
" i'm not from this side of town though." i stated
" so you've never smoked? not even a ciageratt?" ivory asked
" ... no..." i whispered.
" oh. well wanna try? it's very relaxing. escpecially weed." Ivory stated matter of factly.
" i don't know..." was all i said.
" come on, just a puff" raven urged.
" i don't know how" i said hoping to get out of it.
" here i'll show you." raven said bending down
" actually here probably isn't the best place. let's head home and show her." she paused and turned to me " you do want to piss your brother off and stop being a goody two-shoes don't you?" ivory asked. at the thought off pissing that asshole off and getting out of my way's of letting everyone walk all over me, i started to crave the lesson's i could get from these people.
" Yeah" i said in a strong voice i havent used in a while.
" sweet" Raven said giving me a high five. " got a nick name you want us to use?"
i thought for a bit and then it hit me. nodding my head i told them. "freak."
if my pack thought i was a freak i'll show them what a freak is.
" why?" ivory asked looking confused while blaise smiled
" 'cause i'm a Freak" was my only response as i followed them.
