Kianna POV
I sped home as fast as I could thinking Shaniyah was abusing Savannah. I parked and literally ran inside the house searching for the two. But as I looked around, all I saw was Shaniyah watching tv and loud music being blasted from Savannah's room.
"Shaniyah?" I said obviously knowing it was her. "Agh! You freakin scared me! I could have had a heart attack & what would you do then?" She said standing with her arms crossed. "I don't know.." I replied looking down ashamed.
Savannah POV
I turned down my music because I thought I heard yelling downstairs. I slowly walked out my room and gently stepped on the stairs, careful not to catch their attention. I was trying to listen to their conversation. "You don't know?! What do you mean you don't know?! So you would just let me die in the middle of the floor right?" Shaniyah semi yelled. "No. I just would never think of you dying like that." Kianna said innocently. "Well I could have! Ugh, all you do is get me angry and don't even care about my feelings!" Shaniyah yelled while throwing pillows at Kianna. All Kianna did was try to block out the throws. I just couldn't sit here and watch this anymore 😤.
"Aye! What are you doing?!" I yelled catching them both off guard. "Oh.. Uh.. Kianna and I were just playing around.. Right Ki?" Shaniyah said. "Um.. Right." Kianna said with her head still down. "No 😑. That's not right. I just sat here and watched what happened between you two. Shaniyah why would you do that to Kianna?" I asked. "Stay out of this Savannah! You DO NOT want me to get upset with you." She threatened me. "Please. What are you gonna do? Abuse me like you do Kianna?" I said making her eyes go wide. "I.. Uh.. Don't abuse Kianna. Why would I ever do that? She's my bestfriend." She said suspiciously. "Cut the act Shaniyah! I know that you still abuse her and you never did stop did you?" I said. "Leave me alone!" She said opening the door then slammed it after running out.
I turned back towards where Kianna was standing and saw her trying to sneak into the downstairs guest room. "Kianna!" I said making her stop in her tracks. "Yes?" She said with her voice cracky like she was about to cry. "You wanna explain?" I said. "No. I want my god mommy!" She said running past me up the stairs to her bedroom slamming the door. "Kianna! Open the door!" I said while jiggling the door knob. "No! Go away!" She mumbled probably in her pillow. "Ki.. I just want to talk." I said leaning against her door. It got real silent after a while. "Why did you lie to me?" I said breaking the silence. I heard her bed shuffle meaning she was getting up. The door knob starting jingling and she opened it turning back around. I walked in and sat down on the bed next to her. "How long has this kept going? Why did you lie to me?!" I said blasting her with questions. "Please.. Don't yell at me." She said quietly. "I'm sorry. I'm just upset ya know? I'm trying to be here for you & all your doing is shutting me out. I wanna be able to help you about Shaniyah abusing you but--" she cut me off. "No! You just don't understand! I don't want help. I don't want anything bad to happen to her. I want her to still be friends with me." She said. "But Kianna she ABUSES you! Why in the world would you want a friend like that?" I asked her. ".... I don't want to talk about it." She said losing eye contact with me. "I just don't get it.." I said with a confused tone. "Then LEAVE!" She yelled with tears strolling down her face. This hurt me like hell to see her like this, but I gotta figure out why she lets her do this stuff to her. And I'm gonna find out one way or another.
Kianna POV
Geesh! This girl can't take a hint?! I don't want her to fix this problem! It'll just ruin the friendship Shaniyah & I have now. I mean there has to be a reason she's doing all this.. right?
I need a little break from these two, so I'm gonna have to call my god mom. My god mom is like my regular mom, but we just have this connection that me and my regular mom didn't have. It's like every time I see her I smile and I just wanna hug up on her and tell her everything like a mother & daughter should. Ever since my parents died, she's tried her hardest to be there for me when I needed her 24/7. She lives in Florida and I didn't feel like driving all the way there, so I went online to already preorder my ticket. Once I finished that, I called her to tell her I was gonna come visit her tomorrow and to get ready to pick me up at the right time. I told her the time I saw from the Florida flight online and she agreed of course, so then I wrote a letter for Savannah since I knew she was gonna be looking for me in the morning. She's sweet & all, but she's being super overprotective 🙄. I laid the note on my nightstand so when she walked in my room she would see it. After all that, I started to pack.
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This chapter was sloppy 😕 but here's a little something 😌.
