Chapter 6- Should this be the new beginnings Chapter?
"Holy mother of fuck," I whispered as I held my head trying to sit up, only to be pinned down by a strong arm. I turned to see Damien. He was sleeping. He was even more handsome in his sleep, his face was even more rigid with a few frown lines, its like he aged more in the few months he's been away. I pushed back a lock of hair off his forehead and kissed it.
"I love you." I whispered and he stirred.
His eyes fluttered open, showing me his dark brown eyes, almost black.
"Briella." His face was against my neck now, inhaling deep. I heard a faint click then pain then pleasure as I grabbed a fist full of his hair arching my back. He stopped drinking my blood and licked my neck. He raised his head to look at me his eyes blood red. I stared into them, mesmerized. He smiled and I gasped not at the sight of his fangs but at the golden liquid coating his teeth. That cannot be my blood.
"My Beloved."
I gasped as sat up in the bed and touched my neck looking around frantically ten to the spot beside. I sighed in relief. It was only a dream. I held my head and side groaning. I looked around the room taking in the familiarity of my refudge since leaving the bastard's house. I got out of bed gingerly and headed downstairs. It felt like forever before I came down the last step. I became alert as I heard laughter coming from the kitchen. I stiffened as I recognized one.
"What are you still doing here?" I questioned staring at the duo. "You need to leave right now."
He smirked as he leaned back casually showing no signs of even getting up. ¨Now babe you can't mean that.¨
I frowned. ¨First, don't call me babe you lost that right a long time ago and Two get the fuck out. You aren't wanted or needed.¨
You know that's a lie. My treacherous heart retorted. I don't need him. He's just a part of my past and he'll stay there. I'm finally trying to get control of my life and I don't need HIM coming and messing it up.
¨Now that's no way to talk to my guest,¨ Ms. Williz said setting down a cup. ¨Come have this cup of cocoa. I was so worried when Damien brought you home and you were passed out.¨
I sat down refusing to even look at him and sipped my cocoa. Ms. Williz coughed. ¨Shouldn't you be saying something to Damien?¨
I looking across at him ten at Ms. Williz who had her no non-sense look. I sighed the stared him impassively. ¨I. Hate. You.¨
The look on his face almost made me take back my words but I continued. ¨I never thought I could hate anybody else other than the people wo kidnapped me but you hurt me in the one way nobody else could. Why did you do it? How could you spend all that time telling me how you find me beautiful, how you'd protect me always and that I'm the best thing to ever happen to you, yet you callously threw my love for you back into my face and left. Just GO!!! You totally broke me!!¨
I pulled back my hands quickly as he reached for it. ¨NO!! Just go please and leave me be.¨
¨Bree please listen to what he has to say,¨ Ms. Willz implored but I shook my head getting up my cocoa forgotten.
I stared at him my expression grim. ¨I need to book a flight to Greece, I have my parents to search for.¨
I turned heading upstairs but his voice stopped me. ¨I know your parents.¨
I turned my head. ¨What did you just say?¨
He stood and came over to where I stood. ¨I know who they are because of who I am and the world I'm from.¨
¨Oh my god!¨ I exclaimed pulling at my hair. ¨Who are you? Is Damien your real name? Is this some sick joke to you? Yeah, target the goth girl with self-esteem issues!¨
¨It's not like that Bree,¨ he began.
I held up my hand. ¨I don't want to hear it. You're just a liar. All those times I asked you about your family, your LIFE before you came here, not once did you try to open up you chose to change the subject and avoid it. Why are you even here?¨
He grabbed my hand. ¨Because I love you Bree and I came back for you. You are the only one for me. I'm sorry that I hurt you but if you had just read the letters I sent you would've understood.¨
My eyes watered. He didn't get it. ¨I wanted to hear from you. Face to face but you were too much of a coward to even think about it. All those letters........ I burnt them because they were just excuses and I hated you for leaving. I want nothing more to do with you. All you offer me is excuses and I'm done with that.¨
¨Okay fine,¨ he responded putting up his hands, ¨but let me help you. I have the resources to get you to Greece.¨
Ms. Willz came up behind him. ¨Just trust him Bree.¨
I stiffened. ¨He lost my trust when he left.¨
His face was blank but I could see the same hurt that was predominant in both our eyes. Why is he hurting? This is all his fault anyways and I'm the one that felt the backlash of it all. So much for loving each other always.
¨When do you want to leave?¨ His question drew me out of my reverie.
I shrugged turning my back to him whislt walking up the stairs. ¨As soon as possible. You did say you had the resources so I'm going to shower and pack. I don't want to stay in this town any longer than I have to.¨
I watched as she disappeared around the corner as I shook trying to mask the hurt and desolation I feel at this moment. I never thought that by me leaving would destroy her, break her in a way she had never been broken. Now her love and trust is now lost to me and I have no way of getting it back. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
¨I know it hurts but don't give up.¨
I sighed. ¨Didn't you hear her? She doesn't even trust me.¨
Ms. Willz scoffed. ¨You actually believe her?¨
I stared at her. Didn't she hear all that Bree just said?
¨I've known Bree since I just started working at school. I'm the one she comes to when she's hurt when she doesn't want to go home. When you left, it was in my arms she cried and in this house she hid for two weeks because she knew when word got out that you left she would be without protection. It would be as if you never existed.¨
I raised a brow. ¨Where are you going with this?¨
¨Just that she still loves you but she wants you to feel the hurt she feels. She thinks you abandoned her when we both know that's not true but you should've told her the truth hence why you have the love but not trust. You need to gain that before you even have a shot at winning her back.¨
I threw my hands up. ¨How am I going to do that?¨
I winced as she slapped the back of my head. ¨By telling her everything.¨
I knoooooowwww loooonnnggg time no write but here is the new chapter. Gonna make it my priority to update all my unfinished books. Been so busy that I forgot to even write but anyways I'm here now. Annnnd introducing Ms. Willz as Annie Wersching as seen in Vampire diaries season six as Stefan and Damon's former reaper turn sorta saint mother. On that note who has watched the last episode of season six? I was crying last night especially with Damon and Elena's last kiss. Heartbreaking tear jerking I knnnnoooowww
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