And that’s where it starts.
My downwards spiral of respect for myself
And for my body.
He liked me before the pictures…
But now he could never forget me.
And once you give a dog a bone,
Their always going to come back for more.
And even if I didn’t want to give him anything
I felt like I needed to
For him to stay around
And make me feel like I’m worth something.
After doing something like that,
Without even trying or seeing it happen,
You start to slip away.
You get self-consciously depressed and weak.
And like gravity is pulling you down
Because you can’t help but keep doing it.
And until you pull yourself out of the quicksand
You will just keep drowning.
And getting deeper.
I did this for awhile
Helping him
But tearing myself apart.
And I never once told him how I felt
Which is kind of why I think our relationship didn’t really work..
There was no communication
Just ‘fun’
And so after a while of that.
We both agreed to look for other people.
Even though we weren’t really dating in the first place, we both said it felt like we were.
And we both thought it wasn’t working.
***guys, dont be afraid to comment and tell me what you think. Good or bad. Im greatful either way:)***
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What Happens to LIARS
Cerita PendekThis is ME, Sarah Comins, telling you the heartbreaking story of how i came to LIE about my entire life. All of the cruel and hurtfull things i did to innocent people just to boost up my confidence a bit. I, Sarah Comins, am a fake online.
