Crow's Fly Straight

Angry

I can't believe him. How could he? He let a fucking crow eater blow him! I'm his old lady! I'm fucking pregnant with his child! Ugh Happy makes me so angry. I was staying at Jax and Tara's. I haven't figured out when I'm going to leave yet. It has to be soon, shit is brewing between club members and also the club and other associates.

I had to get out and I had to get out soon. I am in danger and my baby is is danger. After I told Happy that his daughter is going to grow up without a father, I felt horrible. I really did but I had no choice. I am serious about our relationship and him being a father. He needs to know that he can't just leave and come back any time he wants to. That won't be how it works. The club maybe most important but crow eaters aren't and he won't be doing this to me.

"Have you thought about leaving?" Tara asked.

I nodded at her, "Of course I thought about leaving, I am going to leave. I just don't know when yet." She nodded at me. I looked at her with a sympathetic look on my face. I knew from the moment the first bad thing happened, she wanted to get Abel and Jax out of this life. At the moment, I didn't care if Happy came with me or not, I would leave him here.  I couldn't do this anymore and I wasn't going to have my daughter raised around this crap.

"Look if you leave, I have to ask. Will you take Abel and Thomas for a little while? Just to get them out of the chaos?" Tara asked, sadly. I just stared at her.

"Are you serious? You want me to take them for a little while?" I asked as I was shocked. "What about Jax? Tara I can't let him get mad at me, he's my brother!"

"Look the boys need out of this chaotic town." I nodded as she had said that. I understand where she is coming from. Charming is a poisonous town, it's killing everyone that comes and tries to go. How can I just ignore that, especially with a baby on the way?

Jax walked inside with Chibs, Tig and Happy right behind him. I looked away, knowing that if I looked into his eyes I would get drawn back in. I knew that his eyes would be cold towards me, I admit that I do deserve it, but how could he want our daughter raised here?

"Ava it is time you talk out this mess both you and Happy made. Your daughter needs a mother and a father, just like Abel and Thomas." I glared at him.

"Jackson, stay the hell out of my relationship. It's my daughter. He chose to do this to me, he can face the consequences. He should have known that cheating was a deal breaker. Just like it is for Tara! So stay out of my god damn relationship. It is nobody's god damn business but mine and Happy's." I was getting angry as I rambled on, my voice got louder and the venom just cascaded off of every word I said. I stood up angrily, walking out of the room with my hand on my baby bump.

"Just leave her be, the stress isn't good for the baby." I heard Tara say, I'm not sure if it was to Jax, Happy or Chibs, but I was grateful. In this moment, I was torn between driving off and never coming back or breaking down. Breaking down wasn't an option, I couldn't let Happy see how much he hurt me, Jax wouldn't understand, he has cheated on Tara before, and Chibs, he would kill Happy, he's like a father to me.

"Can I get you anything?" Tara said quietly, knowing I didn't really want to be disturbed or anything. I just shrugged.

"Alright hun, let me know if you need anything." I nodded, sitting there thinking about what would happen if I chose to leave. I knew Happy would hunt me down. Jax, Gemma and Chibs would too. Tara wants me to take the boys, which would only cause more shit between Tara and Jax, and Tara and Gemma. I don't know if I could do it to them.

I eventually stood up and walked to the bedroom they had set up for me, laid down and fell asleep thinking of all the problems it would cause if I had left with my daughter, Abel and Thomas. I didn't want to think about it anymore, so my brain shut down and I fell asleep. I woke up to a commotion downstairs, I walked downstairs to see Half-Sack laying on the floor in a pool of blood. I saw Tara leaning against the table with her hand up as she watched a man put his hands into Abel's carrier. I yelled at him to stay away from Abel.

He looked at me and then looked at my stomach, I saw the sick smirk that appeared on his face. He took his arms out of the carrier, leaving Abel alone then he walked over to me and knocked me out.

I woke up later on a boat and I knew, I was kidnapped and I didn't know if anyone would find me.

(I know I don't usually do this, however, this story is obviously not going by the story line, a few changes are being made. I want to thank people still adding this to their reading lists and favorites list, also the comments. I haven't had internet so I'm glad I get to publish! Thanks for the love, A new Chapter should be coming your way next week!)