Austin's Second Bio xD

I Told Kayla...

Soo.. I was struggling to tell Kayla where our mother went..

Ever since mother passed... Kayla was asking all the time where she went... And when will she be back..

Last night she had a nightmare, she ran into our mother's room and started crying

It was around 11 pm and Kayla would normally go to bed around 9- 9:30... So she woke up and i was in the living room watching tv and she ran into our mothers room (that yet i still have to clean out... Move all mother's stuff out..)

I never went into mother's room after she passed...

I didnt even think about it...

But i hesitated before going in and i seen Kayla on mothers bed under her blankets...

It broke my heart wen i looked around in the room... I didnt want to be in there...

Fuck I avoid looking near it everyday now..

But i grabbed Kayla and she asked o sleep in my room.

I said sure and we left mother's room and into mine... We got into the ned and Kayla curled up next to me.

She told me about her nightmare and for her it was quite scary.. I dont fully remember what she was saying so not sure what it was about..

And i pulled her close to me, she still had some tears going down her face

She asksed when mother was coming home...

I could barely get it out.. Or start what I wanted to say.

I sat her up and told her that mother had to go away... And explained why mother was sick..

Kayla didn't understand at first, but it got to her just before falling asleep... She started crying again witch woke me up

"Mommy wont be coming home.. Ever... Right Austin" the only thing she says to me when i woke up by her crying...

I couldnt say anything..

I choked up.

She cried and all i could do was hold her.. I didnt know what to say..