Austin's Second Bio xD

About Kayla.

May/17/2016         7:25 AM

Rest In Peace Mother...

Soo about Kayla... Umm the passed few days... I just fell apart... Im still very broken and destroyed...

I dont even know if ill post this or not...

Alright, soo after my mother... After she,

I cant even type this...

I still haven't told Kayla that mother is gone now...

I dont know how...

But i really need to tell her,

Im terrified,

Im not happy, im not even okay anymore

I cant do this... I lost my mother, and i cant even get a small smile for Kayla,

I dont know what to do anymore

Soo im 18 years old.. And Kayla and i lost both our parents... I talked about this be for my mother passed with someone, that week when Kayla left for her a few days to a friends house so i could get myself together.

I asked this Friend what i should do about kayla when mother passes

This was waaayyy before my mother's death...

But i asked my friend what i should do, should i put her in foster care or take full custody of Kayla,

We had a long talk about this,

And it ended up me making my mind up and deciding that i would take full custody of Kayla

That was about a month or two before,

Now that my mother has passed..

I dont think i can do that...

I dont think i can take care of Kayla

I barely can take care of myself

I dont know what to do..

Im letting myself go...

I lost one of the most important person in my life...

Now all i got is Kayla but i dont think i can do it...

I don't know anymore

I wont be online for awhile... Ill check my messages every now and then but i don't plan on posting on my bio, ill be back when im in a ok condition, but that wont be for awhile

May/17/2016         7:25 AM

Rest In Peace Mother...