Gone........

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ERENS POV
So here I was standing in front of Kevin's dead corpse in a casket. He was in one of the finest suits I've recently bought for him. But that shit doesn't matter it's not gonna bring him back for shit. He isn't gonna rise up and step out with his smile like he always does. I get closer to his deceased body and I just let my tears flow down, feeling like a failure. I failed being his older brother that would protect him from anything, and now here he is laying there lifeless because I was an idiot for not realizing what happened to him. I'm the worst I've could saved him I have the money for the treatment but then again money can't bring your loved ones back to life or bring joy to you.

I look around and everybody's down why wouldn't they be? Kevin was the joy that revolved around us every day. Levi comes closer to me and tugs my arm closer with tears in his eyes. I meant they were close friends so it would be heart wrenching for him. I just hold Levi closer to my chest and cried with him.

Lindsay's POV
My boyfriend who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him is gone. Why? What did he ever do to deserve his life being taking away? I'm never going to find anyone like Kevin, or never will I ever be able to live peacefully with all the places being the memories of me and Kevin together. That's why I've decided to move from New York, I can't live here I need to move and I want to lose connection with the family of Kevin. I'm moving to California and no one knows it. I plan to leave today later on about 3:00 a.m they won't find out anyways. It's big step but I just want Kevin to know that I will never forget him he will always be in my heart. Kevin you've always treated me like lady with respect and you've never did anything that could possibly hurt me. You've always made me smile and laugh, there was never a day with you I've felt down cause you were always there to make me happy. I Love You Kevin Jäeger! But I'll be leaving but I know you will always watch over me, I love you. Protect your family and everyone that loves you dearly........

Levis POV
When I got home with Eren and Mikasa took their dad in her house hold. So it was just me and Eren alone at home, I was crying so much and Eren stopped a while ago. We were laying on the couch, Eren was holding me. He asked as to why I was crying so much I looked up at him and wiped my tears and spoke up.

"You wanna know why Eren? He's the reason why I'm with you, the reason why I found my happiness with you Eren! Without him we wouldn't be together and I'm glad I'm with you Eren, I m happy with you Eren!!!!"

"Oh..... Well then I'm glad to be with you too Levi we just need to learn to let go of the fact Kevin's gone. I'm not saying it will happen over night but I will be there to comfort you whenever you need it alright Levi? " Eren said
calmly.

" Okay" I said wrapping my arms around him. He held me closer and just like that we slept on the couch together and I felt better about the situation. That's I love Eren so much! He knows how to make feel better always.

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