I sit here
Tears in my eyes
Am I the only one who sees all the lies
I don't see the flashing lights
All I see is people with frights
When people are singing their song
All i hear
Is that everything is wrong
I cry
I sigh
I'm still asking why
I don't know
We're to go
There is something about me
But I don't know what it is
All I know is that I'm not free
I change myself
From black to red
From colour to dead
I only see true beauty
In nature, in flowers
Still hoping for mystical powers
My music goes from loud
To proud
I draw
I draw my feelings
I draw what keeps me up at night
I draw the beauty
That I still see
The only thing
I can't draw
It's a perfect picture of me
I know I write the same things, and I'm sorry 😭 I'm so sorry
