Dear time.
Please, I beg of you
Go backwards to when she didn't fall
To when she wasn't in hospital
To when I wasn't scared to sleep.
Please give her more time
More time for her to smile
More time for her to laugh
Give me more time to spend with her.
Dear sickness
Go away
Go far far away from her
And don't ever come back!
How dare you poison her
How dare you do this to her
To us, to all the one's she loves.
Please, just don't come back
I'm scared of what you do to her.
Dear death
It can't be her time already,
Please tell me this is a cruel joke you're playing
It can't be real, not yet at least.
Check your list again
And again something must be wrong!
Please, don't take her away
Let her stay with me
Don't make me go back to the way I was.
Hi, so I just received news about a family member and i'm really not okay.I'm terrified of losing her, you see years ago someone else died and after that, I became a hypochondriac and it was awful. I don't want that to happen again, and I don't want to loose her, I actually started crying something I very rarely do. I'm sorry but writing shitty emo poems helps me calm down.
