What I Do For A Living

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  • Dedicated to Gerard Way, Frank Iero, Ray Toro, Mikey Way, Bob Bryar and the MCRmy
                                    

   Maybe I should've not come in the first place, I should've just minded my own freakin' business and cleaned up my closet or something more productive.

   I really don't belong here, I didn't get up every morning during high school to do this job. This is weird. This is messed-up. 

   Is anything happening ever real..?

  As I tighten up the laces of my big, brown combat boots I got from a yard sale few days ago, I don't know if I could ever be a "hero", or a complete "psycho." I could qualify for both, but in the end, I could only be one.

  I march out the house and wait for him to pass by and pick me up, to show me where's the next place, and who's the next victim.

   I hate this.

  I love this.

  I hate my life.

   I love my life.

   I hate my job.

   I love my job.

   Ugh, it doesn't really matter how I feel, anymore. 

  This is already my occupation, my eternal occupation. This is my punishment for never unseeing what I have saw.

  This is what I do for a living, forever, as long as I live.

   This may be a little bit more than your average introduction.... Sorry. Maybe if I would slow down a bit from the part when it all happened, you'd totally get what I'm freaking out about.

My name is Gerard Way, and... as over-said as it is,

This is what I do for a living.

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