Loser (T.O.P)

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Seunghyun POV

I woke up to blurry vision, an excruciating migraine, the smell of alcohol and a scent way to firmiliar to me. It happened again, another mistake I can't take back. I look to my left to see the mistake sleeping peacefully next to me, worn out for what we did last night. I groaned and slowly sat up, I grabbed the wine that was left on my nightstand that dated back to 1987 and took a swig of the the rich liquid. The burning feeling in my throat bringing me back to reality, finally realizing what I have done. I can't believe I betrayed her again, the woman I love and cherished. She was all I needed but I keep ruining the very thing that's keeps my head above water in this world full of flashing lights and screams of people fondling over me. She was my anchor, keeping me from floating away and losing myself and what do I do? I throw it back in her face by sleeping with other girls and coming back to her weeks after from not seeing her to pretending like nothing happened.

A stir in the bed pulled me out of my thoughts and grab my attention to the girl laying next to me. I stand to find my clothes that are scattered around the room and get dressed. "Morning" I greet the girl "oh..uh...hi" she says opening her eyes processing what was going on. Once I was dressed I turned to the girl "you can not speak of what happened to anyone, do you understand" I said in a stern voice, I can't let my fiance know of what happened "haha yeah whatever" she laughed and got up to get dressed and went downstairs, I followed and started to feel the awkward tension between us. "Well.. I need to go, could you show me the way out?" I asked trying to be nice and not spit venom at the woman. I shouldn't be angry at her it's not all her fault, I'm the one who went through with it and betrayed my other half. The woman shrugged and showed me the way out "don't worry I won't let the press know about what happened, we don't want your little fiance knowing what happened know do we" she said with a smirk on her face. I hung my head and started to make my way towards my car. The walk of shame, not something foreign to me.

Once I got into my car and started to make my way to my house dreading seeing her and feeling like I ruined everything and her not having a clue what happened, to see her excited eyes filled with love to see me finally home. I have finally arrived home, I grab my bags and walked up the steps to my nice, warm home and to my fiance. I opened the door, its not locked, so dangerous I'm gonna have to scold her about that again, silly girl I laughed to myself. I smell delicious bacon and eggs cooking, yum I can't wait to eat it, I'm starving. "I'm home!" I yell to let her know I'm here. I hear little feet patter against the wooden floor, I drop my bags as I see her turn the conner and run into my arms. I hold her close to my chest savoring this moment, she pulls back and goes on her toes to try to reach and give me a kiss but she's still too short, I giggle at her attempt but still lean down and gave her what she wanted. We ate breakfast and caught up with each other, each telling the other stories of what has happened while I was gone. I was so happy but still had the thought of what really happened at the back of my mind hopefully where she could not find out.

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Requested by HaiChannyLee
I was thinking of making this I to two parts where the girl finds out what Seunghyun has been doing but what do you guys think?

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