Kpop Imagines

Wait Till Next Week (Ilhoon)

Requested by HaiChannyLee there will be two parts to this imagine.

Channy POV

Ilhoon and I have been quit distant lately and I don't know why. He has just been acting different, I'm not sure how to think about it. Is he bored of our relationship or has he finally realized that he could do better then me? I have been asking myself these questions a lot lately, is there anything I can do to fix this? Right now we're both sitting in a little cafe that's a few blocks away from our house. Its small but has nice feel to it. Ilhoon and I come here often for our little dates but I don't know if I can call this a date. Everything feels off like there are words left unsaid, it feels like a big black cloud is hanging over the both of us. I need to confront him but how will I bring up these thoughts without up setting him? He has been doing a lot like promotions, signings and interviews but I know these aren't the reasons for his new behavour.

I look up from my coffee and up at Ilhoon, I opened my mouth to finally confront him about the issue but before I could say a word... " are you finished? I want to go home" Ilhoon interrupted me, I was quite shocked by what he said but non-the-less I complied, grabbed our cups and stood up to go hand the drinks up at the counter so we could go home and so Ilhoon would be happy. Once we got happy Ilhoon made his way to the couch and turned on the TV "Ilhoon do you want me to make you lunch?" I ask popping my head out from around the kitchen. Ilhoon just ignored me and continued to watch the TV. I sighed and went back into the kitchen to make myself some lunch. An hour has pasted and not one word was spoke between us, that's it I have had enough, I need to talk to him before one of us snaps from this overbearing silence. "Ilhoon can we talk?" I asked barely above a whisper, he finally turned and looked at me properly for the first time today. His face showed slight concern but quickly went back to neutral. I took a quick breath to clam my nerves and then started to talk.

"Well I have just been thinking about a few things and I just think that we have been quite distant towards each other lately, I'm not sure..." I was interrupt by Ilhoon's burst "what are you trying to imply!?" I was so shocked, that's the first time he has ever shouted at me but the shocked was replaced by angry "don't you dare yell at me and don't interrupt me when I'm speaking, I don't do that to you" I raised my voice at him while my cheeks were starting to grow slightly red by my angry. Ilhoon just scoffed and stood up, he made his way to the door "What do you think your doing?" I asked looking at him in disbelief "I'm not deal with this crap, I'll be back later" Ilhoon said reaching out to door knob and stepped out side, seeing this since lay out in front of my hurt, how could he walk out on me like this? So much hurt and angry started to fill up, I want him to hurt like I am right now, I don't want to see his face right now "you know what do bother coming back!" I yelled at him with so much angry, hurt and venom I could. Ilhoon slammed the door before you could see his face fall and show what he was actually feeling. I fell to the floor in agony and cried, feeling like I lost my everything, my happiness. Ilhoon walked down the snow covered steps onto the street, as a single tear fell down his cheek. He didn't want to hurt you but it was the only way from protecting you from the truth.